Tuesday, 10 November 2009

Heading towards the mid point recovery from my recent Ankle Lingament Reconstruction Surgery; I'm current in cast, this is my 2nd week, heading towards the 3rd on Friday. Unable to walk, plus I'm already klutz enough, it's such a pain in the as* when you feel so vulnerable. Anyway, 6weeks will be required for the lingaments to heal but, the surgery only took 40 odd minutes?! Geez

I know I'm ranting but, just give me some space yeah. I've planned to get a job straight after my ORD, which is why I've done up my resumes and sent them out to a handful of companies. Received a few decent calls but my effort were prooved worthless, I thought it'll be better received by many companies and recruitment agencies because I'm prepared and raring to go 2 months before I'm able to commit. Replies were, " why not you try contacting us at a latter date" or " Oh we've just sent a group of interns over, maybe we will see how it goes and let you know ". Sigh* I'm requesting for a entry level job in a very competitive industry, plus in this ever crazy country named Singapore.

Well just look at where I am now, unable to head down for lessons, moreover interviews? Hah? 人算不如天算!eh?

Caron has been asking me out and I've been rejecting her well because I'm a huge burden yeah? Last morning, she rang me at about 1pm, asking if I'd like to have dinner with the gang + JP Morgan peeps, for her pre bday celebration. I'd die to go? Cuz they are so much fun, and I know a few of the JP people so it'd be crazy. Yet i have to turn her down. Blahz, she even offered me transport. Haiz, I really can't make a friend go through this much trouble, moreover it's her birthday? She is one of those I'm heavily indebted to and I really have doubts if I ever am going to be able to clear my debts haha.

It made me worst, having known that she knew I was bored, having to stay at home and just wanna to bring me around to have some fun. Blahz!

Been mugging a little, notes are not comprehensive enough, study guides have errors and aren't clear. A good 40% of examples do not have solutions and I dare say a good 40% lacking in the study guide is in another book which cost $109 on Amazon. Econs is a subject that you definitely can never study on your own? Weather and dad's hectic schedule isn't helping either.

2009 is not a very good year for me thus far, but well, recovery will be next and it'll be MY BULL RUN.

Monday, 2 November 2009

不能说的秘密 The Secret

Darran bugged me to update again, yeah so here it is.


It's been a while since I was in a relationship (3yrs ++), so maybe I've already forgotten what is it like to love and to be love. Anyway while switching channels, I happened to see a familiar frame over Channel U at 9ish pm, it was Jay Chou's The Secret! I turned over to my desk, and instantly spotted that DVD I last bought when it first came out. Deep within me, my heart begged me to watch this, 1 more time ( 11 times on DVD, 3 times in theatres ) before the night is over. Highest record, The Matrix 17 times on DVD (excluding the old pirated one i watched when I was young).






Yeap and indeed, it still left me in such tingling weird feeling in my stomach, even now, after watching for the 12th time. Sometimes things can be so magical & surreal, I just felt connected with the whole movie. Gosh! that rush of "I must learn piano" strucked again =x

Just a side note, can you babes believe, the first time I watched this was with 3 other guys? Mr Chong Yongqi, Kyle Seet & Wei LIang. The 3 of them were serving NS and I was still at StarHub, it was just one of those few outings we organised. I missed them but I guess the bond was lost?!?! They had some problems internally and I guess Qiqi was pissed at my constant rejection. But well, like i did rant about before, how am I suppose to head out with them without money?

Anyway next up, I went to re-ripped the OST too, I bought both 1st Edition copies and nearly gotten the Special Edition OST but my Oh MA (mum in Korean?) stopped me and reminded me that I've already got the same thing.

I've a thing for girls wearing headphones.



pFie really resembles like 小雨 worz! except she has bigger eyes. Ain't gonna tell you who.

Back to office tomorrow to clear my stuff and I'm officially a bummer for the next 5weeks.

Thursday, 29 October 2009

Wonder Girl-ed!

Dar² kept forcing me to update my blog while complaining that I just kept ranting, anyway here's an attempt

WONDER GIRL-ed! Most of you should know, I've just h
ad an ankle surgery so I'm basically rotting at home doing nothing much besides eating and sleeping. Aside the usual games and a little bit of self studies I've been HOOKED TO WONDER GIRLS! I've been downloading their wallpapers, watching their variety shows on YouTube™ and finally found a 26gb compilation of all their performance! Being 22, turning 23 real soon, I've never been this crazy about artiste or bands, but this time I'm really wonder girl-ed because they are so HOT HOT!

Here's a preview of my current desktop!

Bottom left: Yoo Bin, she's a rapper and the oldest sister in the group
Top left: Sun Mi, slightly bimbo, but very very pretty.
Center: MY FAVOURITE!!

Sun Ye, leader of the group and she looks GREAT IN BANGS
Top right: Ye Eun, assistant leader
Bottom right: So Hee, youngest of the group, very quiet, rarely speaks but uber CUTE LAR

My foobar2k audioplayer, as you can see, filled with the whole discography of Wonder Girls songs.
My messenger DP= Sun Ye !! She's so hot lar
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Sun Ye, somehow resembles like Stephanie Sun, which is a HUGE TURN OFF because she's so much hotter than Steph (no offence I still like Steph too!). I was first attracted to her because she resembles so much like Zhi Ling 姐姐 in the Korean version of Nobody. Well at this tender age of 20, she's as pretty as Lin Zhi Ling, and people always say, women are like fine wine, it only gets better with age. So god knows how she'll be in her mid 30s.

Her Bangs + geeky specs, no braces though =x

Lin Zhi Ling resemblance!!


My headphone gal!!



Alright, this is about all I'm going to share! night~

Tuesday, 13 October 2009

Lost.

Life is more than just winning. That is, if you are not on the losing end.

Saturday, 10 October 2009

Got a text from JS, had a fun job to do the following day @ the beach, since he and Jon will be going, I did not give much thought to it and agreed. Met Jon @ JE and mounted on his SP and flew us to Vivo.

Finally the full cast came, including Ming Gang, his noob driving skills were simply atrocious at best? Anyway, we were getting quite a fair amount tending those old school games stall! When you thought Singapore was small enough, I met ah lian there, doing the same stuff!

The event finally started at 10ish, after a series of downpour which seem to have gotten our spirits up for a while (thinking that we'd be just seating there and getting paid). This stall of mine, was one of the hardest game to win, you had 7 balls and you need to shoot it into a hole about 2twice the diameter of the ball. The distance was about 3 metres and the target; a dinosaur!

Let's rather not talk about our typical disgraceful Singaporean Style, arguing, swooping and "stealing" prizes. Instead, many had rejoined the queue, just to ensure they will conquer this booth.

In the early part of the day, there was this 可爱姐姐, who'd make funny noises when she misses by a mile, or was so close to scoring, knowing people, I'd add a little bit of pressure to make things worst for her, so that she could queue again :) She was wearing a denim shorts, pink bikini with a brown spaghetti strap top over, her bf, i presume, was at least 1.8metre, fugly, fit looking guy? Sigh ~ I had only seen her for good handful of times before she left. Didn't had the chance to say bye or get her name, I did try to wave to her, all we had was a fraction of a secs' eye contact and that was it =/

Then, came a very very very persistent mother & daughter duo! She was quite young? At max, JC level? Very evenly tanned, coupled with a nice sweetie-shy smile plus her English speaking accent, very attractive indeed. She was eying on our cutie penz! Those that we ONLY HAD in Primary School's Bookshop!!! Took her more than 10 tries to get 2 of her pens off my shelf! Her mum & dad pop by later, unwilling to be conquered by that dino!! Did managed to get a few glimpse of her with her cousins I presume, as well as @ the carpark when Ming Gang drove us off...

Beach is fun!!! Been too long since I've been there :) Anyway there's this other girl but I'm too hungry to keep blogging about it. All I know, she's 20, my kinda gurl and I didn't even get her name, AGAIN!