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Curse of the "menacing" March.

So the best month of February left, it's the best month because I was born in Feb, valentine's day happens in Feb, it is also the shortest month which means you get paid a lot earlier the following month.



Here comes the pain.
Recently I lost my mobile phone
Then I lost money on mahjong
Then I broke my toenail and cut my toe because the kitchen was wet
And the shameless person who dared insult my father had the cheek to borrow money from me, when he mocked him in the past... and had the guts to lie in my face. *still nothing in my bank account*

The reason I lent him because I wanted to "pretend" to be the "bigger" person, because seeing him lie to me about how he was on his way to the airport and how he lost his wallet made me felt so absurd about how sick a person can be. I'm no angel either in this regard, the redeeming factor that made me not chase over it was only because my cousins are still young and I did not want them to be affected by lame shits like that. And I am rich anyway, that's what everyone says, I don't even bother refuting anymore, because it made them a lot happier, so i'd just admit that.

I don't have kids, i don't need to worry about pampers, or milk powder or school fees or childcare or visit to the doctors. That's what people always tell me.

Anyway i just have to pay off a mortgage loan, like every single one of them, on my own, I still pay my parents' mobile bills and give an ample sum of money monthly to my mom for their expenses which none of them does these days after marriage. And it's not like i forced em into marriage and having kids and not forgeting most of them lived in government subsidized homes which cost 2/3 of mine and sized 2 times of mine, while having kids, tax are heavily subsidized and they get more befits and like childcare leave and what not which at the end of the day had to cover them at work. And yes since it's school holidays, i had always been educated to let them take their vacation, it's also the same for long holidays weekends because they have a family.



Enough of these rants, yes I am single by choice, but no one forced anyone of you into yours so why am I judged like I deserve to pay more and work more and do more for less??? Of course people would say that if I had join their bandwagon i wouldn't have this problem, the degree probably has no values with problem solving skills as such?

I hate this self-entitled mindset that is killing me...

The book that I've been reading had been re-emphasized on that, the selfish gene, is a reference not to the gene being selfish to protect itself, but sacrifice itself for the greater good of it's own kind; Altruism.

Someone once asked the author,  if this was through then all the altruistic gene would have died and what remains are the "real" selfish gene.

There you have it.



I'll get there eventually...



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