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pissed off ...

I think it's over bahz, so lost it... Sprained my ankle again. Anywayz... I think I finally found out what kinda person I am... I'm not nice, in fact I'm one of the worst person to be with. After I figured out what is on my mind and what PSK said... Hmmm, i really gotta change... winning is not everything but being 2nd is like kissing ur own sister...

Hope// Letting go is the hardest part of life that I need to learn. Accept the things you cannot change, the courage to change the things you can and the wisdom to know the difference. But what happened to "It's oven when I say it's over" It isn't simply about conceding defeat or that my era is over. It is more like, the last fight in me, what if I still have it. But then again, you lose some you will gain some... When I gain something I lose something... The sad fact is that I gain something more important for the future but I lose on something I once felt dear to and die for. Can't have best of both worlds one might say? Just to hard to accept and move on... Hope I'm on the right track, a gamble that shan't lose else it'd be all over... H O P E My new found love . . . so different from when she acted in hitman. Guess I will have to learn extra hard for hedging and futures contract. Rule all over Asia before i head over to Russia/Ukraine to trade ...

I officially hate wednesdays...

Went fishing and OH MY! 1 BIG catch it was! About 1kg minimum? Wasn't my catch though, it was ah lai's catch! Hmmm we should do that more often, hasn't been fishing for about 3 weeks already? Got home and was so tired, Caron text me about tonight's movie, fuck! i totally lost it! Rushed down to JP to get it, damn! Met with em at 11+ for "The Curious Case of Benjamin Buttons" which was amazingly great. 2.5hrs long it was but still, not a moment I was bored, a little sadness and laughter in between, coupled with romance and love. Pretty darn good, nothing fanciful just originality! It was about 2:20am when the show ended, had a brief chat over a few sticks and that was it. Too damn late for us to keep on chatting like we use to haha! Liverpool! 3-2 ! Superb comeback, I was able to catch that amazing victory when I came back! Just watched Australia, the show was alright but my oh my... Nicole Kidman, sweet as hell, pretty like any goddess. Damn, who says women ca...

Went back to restart my routine well, CNY adds tonnes of calories so just got to shag them off. Was playing basketball as usual and a bit of jogging after that, while waiting for our turn to play I saw her walking past and well, ain't all that special, she is quite petite and didn't have the greatest facial features nor the hottest body but ummm... I guess there's just something about girls that do sports =P. Well there were a 2 but I can't remember her name, both knew how to play and... ok forget it. I had a meeting with her and she was one of the secretariat for that particular meeting but I just couldn't get her name blahz! Anyway, there was this thing about categorizing and JJ would say I'd love every single girl but the fact is everyone exist in their own unique ways attracting different people with different "requirements" Like this hot sweaty girl with perspiration dripping down her neck, tied up hair or pinned up hair, omgosh? Like what avril s...

Cny outings were often dreaded by me couple of years back and even now, but I sort of get this feeling, as most of us gets older, frequencies of these reunions gets lesser and lesser. So I guess I will just enjoy these "routines" while they still lasts. The aftermath of our usual Lou Hei session, chopsticks flying, feeding table lamps and table and floor with the ingredients, what's new? The enthusiasm of the Lim's family lou hei! May we have a prosperous 2009 ! I did, started off my winning ways with $30 off blackjack though :D Hmm I recall yet again, so much to blog yet I didn't have time and now, they all left me