EIJIHS - ®

The plan was to spend the last "schooless" weekend doing fuck-all , ie. NOTHING. The 2 weeks of crazy workload and deadlines to meet, not forgetting last weekend, voluntary work in the morning, team building comprising of heights obstacle course and then working till 12 midnight on a Saturday. Sunday was a day to simply recuperate and back to the crazy work week ! Spent the Saturday sleeping till 2pm, a splendid 14 hours of rest before a short spell of TV watching and then dinner with my relatives. Food was really bad and it lasted till 10:50pm, which meant my Saturday is GONE ! So here's today, woke up at 11:30am, relatively early, watched Let's Go Dream team along with branch and then cleaning my room. The shelves of DVDs and KPOP CDs require monthly "maintenance" else it'd be ruin by dust and stains. Swept the floor, changed my sheets, clean my desk, my keyboard, wipe my leather couch and ending with mopping the floor. After all these, 3:50pm

I think I'm sick, not with aids or cancer or stuff like that. I'm sure I've heart problems, it's hereditary, my grandma has it, my mom too. I've problems breathing while falling  into sleep, or halfway into sleep. It happens quite frequently, similar to an arrest. I'm able to control and get it back online so it's no big deal. The sickness I'm talking about is "Anger Management" I'm often pissed, piss with every small damn thing. Exceptionally so when I can't figure out the logic behind it or it makes "no sense" to me, since it made no sense to me i get really frustrated and will I won't shout but I just wouldn't be nice. I just wonder if it's a genuine problem or it's just one of the personality the world has~ *Shrugs* Anyways last "schooless" week before school starts again. STOP nagging, I'm being bugged at from everywhere ~