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We're starting our revision in January 2010 !!! What used to be my plan was to take this real slow, just be casual classmates and slowly progress, give me enough time to get it right? Then, the timetable screwed this plan, I became impatient and aggressive? Thank god I did not scare her away? Maybe I did, a little but the trojan helped? Anyway looks like things are back on track yeah? Hmm, this year is going to end with a huge bang if I am able to get a job in the banking industry!

Told meng² n dar² about her crashing my class today, I really hoped that she wouldn't sms me bcuz she said she'd tell me asap if she can't make it? Well, I've got the sms and she made it too, right at the usual seats we were, although we barely had 20minutes of talk time, this precious lesson just made my day so hype up! Manage to stay awake throughout the lesson and absorb safely 95% of what was being taught. What a difference a day makes, with you around... :) 有你在真好！

she's crashing class tomorrow, weee!!

worst game of my life, lol. I totally miss the ball, had no idea what I was doing and gave away the cleansheet. Alex was pissed and I believe so were the rest. Shux, we won 3 - 1 though. Found a good partner Chuan Ji.

Class was a little better today? Just when I thought I'm going to be more emo b'cuz the lecture was @ the same room? And I sat at the same place staring at the same chair. Someone came and sat on that particular seat; my heart sank. Never mind, I moved on. . . Zenny came along and gave me a very enthusiastic wave + hi, it was then I get to meet more of the whole company, we had a brief chat and that was it, class began. The lecturer was quite off, not being able to give firm explanations with ? here and there. Here knowledge was quite shallow as to how she try to bring in Econs and Finance with the Banking systems. But well, my form was tip top today, understood about 99% of what was taught and made a few modifications myself. Kai Kiat : He's one of those "Thomas" kind of classmate. (Thomas was my Poly year 2 class rep. Someone I disliked and was very MEAN TO.) Knowing what I did in the past, i tried to be nice but he's just too off, and well Zenny had tonnes

It's just so different without you... Just have to get use to it, good bye does not mean the end? Moreover we may meet right? Enjoy class tomorrow

i lost something precious. That is about the only thing left I'm using, that was given to me by her. My black, adidas cap with gold strips & printings. I left it at my old place's coffee shop, what a nostalgic place to lose such a precious item. Then again, I'd say it doesn't really matter anymore because we were dead long ago and I could hardly give a damn, I just wish I had it for memories sake. Anyway, I strained my ankle ligament again, this time was my Anchilies Tendon. I was attempting to clear the ball that was going in front of me, shifting my weight firmly to my left side, while swinging my right leg, the attacker came and give me a light nudge, I slipped. The good news was, the ball was cleared nicely, the bad news, I got injured real bad. The swelling has gone but I can barely walk properly...

I was suppose to be with Darran & Meng @Suntec but I had a last minute urgent meeting with Caron and Co., so we ended up having dinner @ cine before heading to borders. Sorry guys but I promise them I'd come >.< Was with Ian in his dad's Lexus, we have not much idea on where was the location so I told him I'd be his navigator like a rally team (Inspired by re-watching Initial D) and he said "TOPPO" kns such a "pai tia" ("ugly name" in hokkien) name! There were tonnes of dramas here and there and we end up switching places but well, it was all great fun and I met Caron's new mates. Nice friendly people, SMART too, but I got home at freaking 5:30am? Got up at 12:20pm and received a wake up call from my beloved dar² Darran. I traveled all the way from Boonlay to East Coast just for 90 minutes of FOOTBALL? Anyway we won 2 -1 and that 1 goal was probably 50% my error, sigh* I really need to head to the gym to train up my legs and the t

After a restless day @ Office, I came home, hoping to sleep early, but then, I was dragged to a "festive dinner" @ Bukit Batok. Nothing came up really fantastic except this girl, who was serving our table was exceptionally cute. Her voice was priceless, maybe to some but definitely irritating to many. She had that Rainie act cute voice! Her hair was pinned up quite "complicatedly", which was one of my favourite, a nice fringe slightly pass her eye brow and she had this pair of nicely fitted jeans bedazzled with "D&G". The jeans brought out her cute tight lil ass, her leg length proportion was pretty neat too. The only down side was that her face looked quite pale, not radiant, other than that, she's like my perfect "Taiwan xiao mei mei" kinda girl. I believed Zhi Qiang would pounce on her immediately! The day ended without me getting her number, well I would have but, Jas² was in too deep within me and I have this strong commitment "

Making up: to become reconciled ;quarreled but later made up A classic example of making up... She was a small petite girl in glasses & and he was a slightly build, rugged looking man in his early 30s. No one would have noticed that they were couple until he shielded her from a very inconsiderate man with a bulky backpack barging his way through the sardine-packed crowd. She was looking pretty upset and angry with him for reasons we would never know and it was written all over her face, but he didn't quite bother to do much. All of a sudden, he whispered goodbye and gave her a quick peck on her lips. She was in shock, but regained her senses quickly, grabbed his arm and lost her icy-cold poker face. Then the look of remorse appeared, not yet ready to let him go, she tug him back gently. He gave her a weak smile, held her hand tight and gave her a nice deep smooch and left without turning back. . . The expressions were priceless and if only my power vocabulary was better, I'

Monday posts have always been the same, how much we've talk blablabla this and that so I ain't going to go into details but I'll just summarize it as: THE BEST MONDAY EVER !!! (nothing happened but well just like that) I think I've an idea to upgrade PROJEKT "trojan horse ", especially on the transport level for faster, smoother and better linkage. Pray it works~

Just done up my new blog's layout. Will need to start designing the pictures and stuff soon. Maybe I can pay Meng² to draw for me or borrow is Waccom (sounds like a lingerie brand) to do it myself. Anyway here's a fun fact on why I'm so loyal to my beloved Dar² I just love the way he flirts with other gurls with so much confidence and tell me about it. This is so kinky <3 <3 LOL!

I become machiam a stalker already, lol so rush also don't know for what. So I think, just let it go hehe!

I've a talk with my mum, not exactly a very pleasant one. Anyway I spoke my mind and told her the plan. That is plan X, a plan which was never up my mind, I was brought up being assured that I will never ever have to ponder about such situation happening. Still, 人算不如天算, just got to tough it up and let the ones up there see, who and what am I actually made off. No worries, I'm not at all pleased with the situation and I believed no one would ever blame me if I went rouge or go on a deadly massacre but rest assure I'm still sane. Since I grew up loving the underdog stories and believe in really building sandcastles in the air. Enough rantings, I need A Job (that pays me $2000/mth ideally) Watch Belt Bag (for work) Toothbrush Shaver blades Wallet Shoes (work) Haircut Earphone Workstation Table T shirts (casual) Shirts (for work) Shirts (for casual) Jas² ( but she's unavailable *ROAR* ) I want DVDs CDs Gaming PC Shoes (street soccer) Shoes (soccer boots) Mp3 Player DSLR (

honestly I don't know if she is the 木头 or he is 木头 or they both are 木头s. Perhaps after what he did, she had no response or maybe what he did was actually nothing? or maybe both are just idiots! Sighz* should have gave her a ring or msn then but I didn't, end up in class @7pm while she was already there at 6:3X. There goes the most valuable 20 odd minutes? Class effectively end next week and this week is officially over? I'm out of my wits and out of stamina. I'm a techie so without technology; she doesn't msn/sms very actively. I think, all my available options are gone, not to mention time was never on my side. Anyway we have a few interesting topics and well she was never the initiator, she'd simply just let "him" go and right now she's got no one going after her. Duhz? I told her I have and blahz, am I going to go like, DUH? AREN'T I CHASING AFTER YOU DUMFUCT DIMWIT!! ROAR* I've got the a nice parting gift in mind though... 难道我就这样让她消失吗

Tuesdays are often one of the most dreaded days, woke up feeling so darn tired, couldn't even drag myself out but still, I did. Met up some admin boys over breakfast and sat through it till almost lunch? Had tonnes of laughter and fun but it's kinda mean cuz the jokes were about just one person Had a very unproductive session of gym/bball, totally can't move and I guess I was just too tired? I hate Tuesdays because they reminded me of the yesterdays and they made me missed her so much? Especially today, when arghz... Thank god for Wednesday but like I said, as the day come and go, the number of times we gonna see each other gets lesser and lesser and probably we might never see each other again? Meng² reminded me that tomorrow will be our 3rd last lecture together, to make things worst he tore a paper near my ear and said, "This is the sound of your heart that she'll make you hear" LOl I find that quite funny though~ Kept asking him for ideas to get my message