EIJIHS - ®

Suppose to be only for short while, but thank god for the extra many hours. I was robbed, of my time and... :) .. . I just don't know how to write anymore. Gonna miss you like nuts? The past few weeks... now I'll just have to get used to not... >_ The back view of yours... etched into my mind, every time we said goodbye.

http://www.trackmyspace.net/blog/ways-to-fail-exam/ --> More fun stuff pretty much my style, my assignments filled with remarks like that xD http://whi.s3.leg.entries.lg1x8.simplecdn.net/20090111012524.jpg I felt like... It was back to how it used to be I asked myself before... I do deserve for that because I did miss 2 months because ... I missed 7 important lectures for soci 1 more mod, extra cost... 1st time actually What i meant is, felt like shit, totally... Doesn't matter if people will never know you repeat. Anyway, just... I need a god damn break, 1 week off, like just 1 week to clear and see everything, re-org and just ... 1st 3 months aren't allowed to take offs. . . . I failed econs ^^ I just hoped or prayed just so maybe you'd... needed a bit of support ya know

I'm 23, with no savings. I'll be in debt for quite some time due to the repayment of my education, as well as some other repayments I'm required of. This is really really absurdly bad. I want to get married when I'm 26, look's like 28 is more viable. Which meant, I have less than 5 years to wake up my god damn idea. No more silly purchases of gadgets or whatsoever, no more cabs, no more crazy money on meals and definitely no more splurge on DVDs. I need to get my act together for real. My life has already came apart, and if I still do not pull myself together . . . I'd waste my life. past 2 weeks or so... was simply, amazing but I'm really running out of excuses you know. Every goodbye just makes me so ...

12 hours never seemed so short i wished time would stop there and then never failed to make me laugh never forget your unique smile you've no idea how much i love what u did... like... i really ~ regardless... thanks for the memories do this again soon... i hope then ...