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In sports, a choke is the failure of an athlete or an athletic team to win a game or tournament when the player or team had been strongly favored to win or had squandered a large lead in the late stages of the event. Someone who chokes may be known as a choker or, more derisively, as a choke artist. Choking in sport can be considered a form of analysis paralysis. The opposite of choking is to be clutch. A clutch player or team rises to the occasion under pressure rather than collapsing. Looking forward to my 1st ever game without an open frame. I choked, right on the 10th. Choking generally defines any average athletes from the elites or legends. Andriv Shevchenko choked, never recovered. I've work my entire life never to allow myself to belt under pressure >_>. It's really hard to always be in the position where one can simply re-compose or adjust him/herself to perform at the optimal level. Am I just over-relax or overreacting. ========= I wrote about hating to lose the

doesn't matter if you are late for more than an hour as long as i get to see you doesn't matter if i have to take 3hours and 70+ stops to get home just to spend a little more time with you doesn't matter.

I'm not a SORE LOSER but I'm not a GREAT LOSER. I take defeats very rationally and very... It was a great and beautiful win. I was at the bitter end and to be honest, I'm still having recollection of all the bad losses in the past ^^ That's just me aha, COMPETITIVE ! Stop ! I really hate this, things really have to change. NOW! -this has nothing to do with winning or losing, just me

sick, finally. Been avoiding it for ages. Down with flu. Not those mucas filled nose flu but flu (influenza virus) that cannot be cured using medication but only your own immune system to whack it out. Not been drinking enough water for the past 2 days, definitely not been sleeping enough since 9 - 10 days ago ^^ So I will go to bed =P So I'll be healthy when I see ya I almost forgot, thank you for cherishing my gift.

- continue I've yet to buy my watch, the FCUK leather strapped, simple black face with red dial watch I've yet to save enough to go snowboarding but it's ok, like my mum said, environment changes much faster than you can ever plan, just gotta keep chasing da dream I've yet to start my study plan:- this is an effing serious manner I've not bought those "needs" yet, which is a good thing actually. 2011. I want to visit Trace and co. I want to get my bike license:- Top Secret™ my mum will just die I want to continue to learn and improve I want to get results that is RIGHTFULLY deserved I want to get a new PC I want to paint my room I want to remove my bed and have a RED SOFA bed I want my increment to be worthy of my efforts I want you to be happy I want . . . I'm no longer as emotional as I used to be, when I look back on things I've plan and all. Too many people have told me to just do what I can, within my limits, things that are not within my gras

2011. I've yet to actually make an assessment of 2010. 2010, had been one of the best and worst part of my entire 23years 340days. .Workload reached a career high .Financial issues reached a historical low .u .Met Ye Eun twice .Hugged Ye Eun .Met my twiddy from States, Ms Vang .Met my nuna Trace, twice. .Met Lawrence and Patrick .got sorta jilted .lost a car, not mine anyways .failed a Uni Module .Lost 13kgs only to gain 10back . . Life's been real hectic as days went by, I've been chasing my own finances for quite some time, a lot of commitments, surprises ... ^^ I'd labeled it, HAPPENING! Looking back on the entries made . . . :) Memories tbc

It's the first time I won all games within the same day. The alley was renovated, but it wasn't good at all. Averaged 130 for the day with 5games, min 103, max 151. You need to buck up! I want the pressure and excitement that set my blood pumping like crazy ~ . . . . I want to . . . I yearn for . . . I really do . . . My life was totally robbed, time flew by just like that and you needed to... It's not as if I didn't know, I sat facing the bloody digital clock which changed it's time by multiples of 7 or 8 . . . Not used to seeing you leave, never will. In excess of 10,000secs of your absence. It felt just like I wanna grow old . . . with you.

I know I've not been around much but I'm really tied up with work, school, my own stuffs, meeting my grandparents etc. It's getting all really hectic . . . ======= My Fischer Audio Eterna v2.0 died. I had it for about 6 months. It's the best fit IEMs I've had, or earphones in my entire life. I spent $45 recabling it hoping to fix the left driver's intermittent loss of sound issue but to of no avail. . . . Back to Balance Armatures? Dual drivers? Headache. ====== School's odd, she leaned forward and asked if I had dinner, I said no. Feeling weird I asked why, she said she didn't want my stomach to growl because she brought food. -_- I told her to just go ahead. I regretted. She took out a nice sandwich with lettuce and SPAM luncheon meat and IDK what. Of course she was cursed ^^ she had to climb the elevator up to the foyer HEHE ^^ JUSTICE !

"woah so cold, i'm like shivering, the aircon blow at me like free" "I thought you Jacob?" Self pwn.

lol, still couldn't believe we watched this. >_> Glad you enjoyed it, it's a show i really wanted to watch because of the raving reviews... and Anne Hathaway of course. After her cast in Devil Wears Prada, woah! remember, i'll be there, whenever I can.

Days after they left, I still couldn't get a decent picture of the bottle caps. They are right in front of me right now. If only they stayed here. Then, it might be different but, at least we could meet up as and when we wanted. ------- You are irreplaceable, wished I could help. ------ If only I still had it, then I'd be able to take you to... It was never mine, my dad had it when he was right about my age. I'm being such a prick for having such thoughts. If only I was half the man my dad was. ------ I was suppose to help my colleague to dismantle her shelf. I ended up playing PS3 on her new 50" LED TV, watched Dark Knight and had her made me seafood pasta and not getting the shelf done. She even sent me home later on. I know I should have been visiting often, I miss you too. I'm glad I met you because you're the only few people who had been through what I am about to. And I'm really happy you're getting to where and what you want to be and have. Pleas

t's probably the 1st time she said she appreciates all the things he has done. A few simple words, meant the world to him. I guess, everyone just need a little recognition, along the way.