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You know, I've this pack of sweets, the good-ole-type. We used to get it, 10cents for 2 and 30cents for 7pcs. I kept them locked in my drawer all the time, I only eat them when I'm slightly down or low. It's the red packaged cola sweets. It don't just taste like any sweets, but with the fizzy zesty kinda taste that will spring the life out of you. That's how childhood taste like, and it never fail to make my day. Yes I have quite a substantial pack. What if I finish them, then what.. hmmm (._.)

Just too much when it appear in my dreams, simply meant it's getting into me. That one part where I have absolute no control about. It'd be ok if I have it, but when and I don't and everything's a question mark it gets to me.

We are in the same area, 9 hours a day, 5 days a week, we barely see each other much, if lucky, I get to see you for an hr or so, else I'd just get a glimpse of ya while you're walking by.. Feels all like primary school all over, you get to school, see each other during general assembly, and then during recess and finally before the school ends (She's from another class). Period, that's where I yearn to go to school much, I get to see the person I adore. The young and simpleton way of being satisfied, or not? The same unexplainable queasy yet exhilarating feeling in the stomach, wanting to see her, upon seeing her and while talking to her, simply too much for a 10 year old then, at the same time, things don't change or go easy even when you turn 25. We converse naturally... common topics, same frequencies, similar fundamentals we share, about work, about love, about life... Can't help but falling for you. 

Morning was great because movie's on tonight, priceless carefree moments... but it just got so much better with ~~~   One of the few "things" I'd definitely miss and treasure. 16days till my final days at HBL, I know I'd have to leave some day, never expected it to be this quick and prompt. And just when I just got to know you know you too ... Thanks for the memories, regardless what happens in the future, will always remember.  

After 2 weeks 3days, got my album. She's Jennifer Chung, another Youtube™ sensation. Haven't heard such a different voice in a long long time, go listen for yourself. Thanks for the rec ~ Youtube: http://www.youtube.com/user/JenniferJChung

Competition is stiff, such a tough final section before the finish line. I really don't know what to do, should I just walk away? I know I ain't that kind of person but the constant disappointment has been taking a toll on me, my confidence as well. New environment will be able to help me forget? I hate running away from stuff, but this, is too much, even for me to bear. I miss you so.

A month before my exam started, the lovely never-grow-old cookie nuna appeared ~~~  She was about to hand me a chance that I'd never dream of, a biz opportunity. This, the ThL V9 also known as the Changjiang G22 Runs on: Andriod 2.3 / Gingerbread 1.0Ghz Dual Core Cortex A9 512mb Ram 4Gb dedicated memory / up to 32Gb SD 5MP Cam with autofocus / 0.3mp sec cam 480p Video 4.3" Quad HD Screen DUAL SIM  ThL V9 Black (Front) Going head to head with the Iphone 4 Runs on Apple OS (like i give a fug) 1.0Ghz Cortex A8 512mb Ram 8/16/32Gb dedicated without expansion slot 5MP Cam with autofocus / unknown secondary cam 720p Video 3.5" Screen No Dual Sim In no way is the apple superior than it's China counterpart, with an older generation processor but a better video capturing sensor. The screen is absurdly small compared to the V9 (23% smaller). Active DualSIM for the V9 vs the single sim for Iphone 4S. Price: ThL V9 SGD398.00 without contract

Got my PC back home, turn it up and it worked. Updated windows, downloading my movies and dramas, went to bed. Woke up, my comp hung, when i restart, it wouldn't boot. DAFAQ!!! Everyone's been laughing at me, it's funny but it's absolutely frustrating to me, my comp is like... =( I still owe Tracy a report. =================================== Less than 20 days left at HBL. 23 days left to ORQ. Tones of what ifs been going through my head, so what if?

Shit... i'm getting more and more jealous each day... where has the good new me went !!! Guess I'm still the same'o' me... sucker for...

22 days till my final hrs at HP. Heart's feeling just about everything. What I said I wanted to achieve at and with HP The level of comfort, attire, work, people, superiors, teammates, friends... Laughter Foosball Leaving is always hard but this is the first time I am feeling this much . . .

I tendered last Friday. I've yet to sign my new contract, my referrer told me I'm 100% selected. Paper not signed makes me kinda nervous.   Current employers were really pleased for myself, yet they still wish to convince me to stay, like all parents do, trying to shield their kids from harms way. I do know what I'm landing myself into. I'm 25, all of you and I meant ALL, have to let me grow up, face some obstacles, make decisions stick to my decisions and be responsible for my own actions. I've had till morning to let them know my final reply. So my decision remains firm. It's not everyday in life that we can risk it all, take that leap of faith... I'm young, for now, without any commitments, house or cars or kids or wife to feed. Wish me luck