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a weird feeling, strange, something like butterflies in my stomach, a little dejavu or a little... It's sourish and I know it is. There's still something there, a little bit, no it ain't just a little. Just ain't right. Fux, and I've got to go to work tomorrow carrying this feeling. Did I lose, what did I lose, how did I lose and why am I so damn sore? This is just too wrong, it's been so long, too damn long. So much emotions and anger or rather disappointment. What am I proving, what do I have to prove, just wtf is this weird THING going with me. ARGHZ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No way best to describe it actually as.. EMPTY




Though I hate it and it tortures me so much, I honestly want it to appear later, a quick getaway, falling in my own world of fantasies? Once in a while we live in our dreams do we? I hope I ain't in too deep. No i'm already in, just how should i get it right... i've just have no mood for anything, not even for my bloomberg or my smart investors, just indulging in this pathetic state of SEVERE DEPRESSiaticasitis...



It's amazing how pictures can simply show everything.

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