Thought of this post because Darran posted some stuff similar? On a train to office, I had a seat, 10secs later. I stood up and gave my seat to someone who needed it more than I do. The main reason why I gave away my seat was that the guy seating next to me had a very bad stench.
I used to remembered myself unconditionally giving up seats, regardless of how tired I am, allowing passengers to alight and board before I do, move further into the cabin, giving up my own comfy space so that others can get in. I was a young boy, growing up believing in Justice and Righteousness. But now, I'm almost like any other arsehole on this planet.
"A baby can be amazed by the slightest movements, changing colors and difference in melody. They are pure and gentle, possesses curiosity and the will to absorb ..." Read this somewhere, it sounded something like that. Guess this is how much one grows up to become?
"so much promises, nothing delivered..."
I met him in school, he told me he had passed his driving, I asked when is he going to get a vehicle, he told be he already owned one ...
I still do recall in the past, I did show much promise, I still recall I remembered myself to be better, and I still recall visualizing my perfect future and I'll be ahead...
DL: now works at a bank, drawing 2500, has a degree
AL: completing her degree, going to teach, drawing 2300?
DC: An immature friend which I never really like or hate, owns a Lancer.
ME: N O T H I N G
No matter how I view it, it is a absolute failure... I am a FAILURE
Something better.
I finally did what I learned from Joe Girad's book. Helping and learning unconditionally will only benefit me and not put me in a disadvantageous position.
I was so tempted to head home after my check up, thank god i did not, Meng² would be dead and I'd screw Cheirilyn's plan and wasted her effort. All I thought was about myself, being able to take a nap, being able watch my animes...
I used to remembered myself unconditionally giving up seats, regardless of how tired I am, allowing passengers to alight and board before I do, move further into the cabin, giving up my own comfy space so that others can get in. I was a young boy, growing up believing in Justice and Righteousness. But now, I'm almost like any other arsehole on this planet.
"A baby can be amazed by the slightest movements, changing colors and difference in melody. They are pure and gentle, possesses curiosity and the will to absorb ..." Read this somewhere, it sounded something like that. Guess this is how much one grows up to become?
"so much promises, nothing delivered..."
I met him in school, he told me he had passed his driving, I asked when is he going to get a vehicle, he told be he already owned one ...
I still do recall in the past, I did show much promise, I still recall I remembered myself to be better, and I still recall visualizing my perfect future and I'll be ahead...
DL: now works at a bank, drawing 2500, has a degree
AL: completing her degree, going to teach, drawing 2300?
DC: An immature friend which I never really like or hate, owns a Lancer.
ME: N O T H I N G
No matter how I view it, it is a absolute failure... I am a FAILURE
Something better.
I finally did what I learned from Joe Girad's book. Helping and learning unconditionally will only benefit me and not put me in a disadvantageous position.
I was so tempted to head home after my check up, thank god i did not, Meng² would be dead and I'd screw Cheirilyn's plan and wasted her effort. All I thought was about myself, being able to take a nap, being able watch my animes...
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