"SG girls are fucks lar, they CMI 1 lor. You ask them to suffer with you first they fucking leave you"
-Eric Teo Poh Han
The above comment was given to me while I was giving my sweetheart eric some glimpse of my life.
This sore comment which once I agreed upon suddenly allowed me to re-organize my thoughts about the recent "change" in our local girls.
Many many many of my close friends are immigrating or have immigrated, it is TRUE and it is REAL that our ever fast pace and competitive lifestyle here isn't really helping anyone. You will not starve if you work hard enough, but you'll not get the lifestyle of the rich and famous when you work your ass off.
Anyway my point is, there comes this time when, in the past I've never ever thought it will ever happen to me but...
I have this thought "why can't i just leave this pile of crap, and live my own life, fulfill my own hopes and dreams . . ."
With myself even having the thought of leaving my own blood related family, hey, what's wrong with girls not going through tough times with you? Everyone has choices, everyday you make choices.
to wake up earlier
to snooze and be late
to study now or tomorrow or never
to walk faster or take your time?
to facebook first? or reply my emails
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and the lists goes...
As far as I'm concern, you make your choices just live with it and do not effing whine. Besides this point, which also explains why I'm single for this long aha. Local girls are nice one just have to look for them. Patience is a virtue
Disclaimer: I'm not in any emotional distress nor do I require further assistance. Due to the above quote, I'm quoting myself simply because every action begins with the initial thinking process? So it's bad enough if you already start having thoughts like that ~
Anyway we'll see it through ~
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