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prioritize, faith, moral values etc . . . It's simply about making that choice. To do it or not, it is THAT simple, 50/50? So why can't people make up their god damn mind? I hate to bring god and I'm NOT bringing him into the picture but, I've said it before, this is the only place where I do not have to care about how I'm being judge. So, pardon my choice of vocabulary. Priorities differs are different age or phase, we'll just have to try to make it work, 1 step at a time. Moral values are for the weak, to depend on when that's about the only "good" majority proclaim it to be. I can't believe i wrote that last line.

Paul Potts, Susan Boyle... we need more of such people in our lives to keep us sane. My boss asked me if I'm attached, and I told her I'm quite busy with stuff. She told me "You make time, you don't find time" I'm impressed, rarely people shares this statement outright with me. Thanks for lunch, we had table filled with meat, soup, tonnes of vegetables and appetizers. Korean pancake, vermicelli and bim bim bak too!! Ben & Jerrys followed up next. Sinned Darran is piss, I ain't going clubbing, I may not turn up for Sat's match and Dinner too. What you propose seems viable, but I really know where i stand and if I do not keep pushing, I'll end up getting 50+ marks . . . all would be lost then. Sorry lar ~ Help eric get his twitter and facebook fanpage up, a bit of youtube and twitter, it's 9ish. Sigh ~ i wanna go to my bed, hey you, you should be sleeping. Finally I'm having breaks from having you in my dreams. Like the aerosmith song, t

Monopolists ensures that they produce goods at the lowest possible cost so that no potential competitors can come in to compete with them. In order to produce at the lowest possible costs, owners cut wages, retain profits and increase working hours. With that they attain efficiency. Optimal Efficiency is only obtained when moral values are at it's lowest, which means owners start treating staff as machines and squeeze every drop of effort they can from the dollar they give out. So people, now if you are wondering why nice people keeps getting the shit or attitude or things they don't deserve. It is simply because of this proven fact in economics. So start being ruthless and stop being nice.

Definition of my final happiness Throughout the whole revision workshop, I only learned a few philosophy and quotes in life. I was piss, really and very piss with the contributing factors the outcome like this. At break, I walk up straight to him, and explained briefly the fundamentals as to of why, the reaction was. He smiled and told me the difference in culture and attitude towards education in general is why we will become the biggest losers in the world. And he refuse to go through the basic foundation and instead grill each and everyone of us . . . 1, he is definitely right as of how we Singaporeans, in general, view education as a means to getting more money, or a fast-track/fast-forward in attaining money. Well not much Singaporeans would ever argue of this ugly truth, they'd probably nod and ask if you have any shortcut to it... 2, it made me wonder if I made the correct choice. Maybe I should have deserted them and left abroad when I had the chance to. ===================

So I should be heading back to what I initially set out to do. Generally, choices belongs to the executing power of that particular individual, who, on the other hand is very likely to be affected by external influence or opinions. We shouldn't be selfish and often dictate scenarios to be favorable to us eh? I'm trying to look at things from a 3rd party perspective , trying to be fair and at the same time filling in the algorithms of effabilities into the whole equation and praying for a solution. The thing is that, algorithms are like ever changing and effabilities are basically unknown so . . . Then again, it's ok because all I wanted was to simply act in the best interest of you, like we all do want you to be happy and to provide you with what's best and what's right. Is my best interest, your best interest??? *smacks*

"Love is the irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired." - Mark Twain "We love because it's the only true adventure." - Nikki Giovanni "One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life: That word is love." - Sophocles (BULLSHIT) "To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down." - Woody Allen, Pain is inevitable; suffering is optional. ~ Love I'm working, the few areas within my job that keeps me sane...

:) Though it's only for that few minutes...

Aish, my buddy once told me throw everything aside and just concentrate on what's required first. Including her. BUT she's like all over my head sometimes? And buddy isn't helping with it too lar *RAWR* Wait, i sound like I'm talking about my buddy being a distraction... no lar not you!~ yesyesyes blogging @ work again =P

Singapore's too hot? I mean the weather? Or clothing nowadays are of bad awful quality? Skirts are shrinking to lengths where they no longer bother you if they show you thighs. Now they barely just cover butt cheeks. Geez But blahz, what am I grumbling about, pleasure to my eyes anyway. Sigh* why why why aren't we meeting? so when will i see you again?

It was there that I met her(L). And then she(A) appeared. It was just a simple small group then, sat around, talk and did our own stuff. Suddenly A went on to do something really "courageous", moving her hands all around, seems properly choreographed but i couldn't be bothered for you know why. Striking simple conversations were ok but A kept going on and on rattling about any single thing. Seems like A was trying to get everyone's attention. Being nice and it's our first meet up, i tried responding but then I grew tired cuz A was sort of getting in the way. Till about the end I sort of gave up and often pretend not to be listening or was looking away, minding my own business or deep in thoughts whenever she starts opening her mouth or look my way. Imma such an a*hole sometimes. Yea yea yea all the time. I'm sharing this because, firstly I couldn't stand attention seekers, maybe she is just hyper or plain friendly, I was distracted, so don't start poin

1.5 hours, 90minutes, 5400seconds. WASTED, I did FUCK ALL... read, re-read, looked at solutions... blank ~ I'm so screwed for econs paper, micro... my macro ain't that fantastic too. I should have just went out to meet Caron & Ian for coffee, at least I will be doing something. Right now, I just did nothing... like absolutely... arghz!!! Dropping econs and heading back to PBF... time wasted wasted wasted wasted!!! Speaking of As... aha. Lewser

I was folding my sleeves while boarding the train in Raffles Place station, then I notice a very "force" somewhere. When I turn, I saw this young girl starring at me. I was like wtf? So I stared back. For that good 10 secs, she didn't budge AT ALL! I gave up and looked away. NOT THAT I WAS AFRAID OF HER! Maybe I was, she looked really young, a lil plum with a super angry face. I was just afraid that she might just come over to kick my balls and even she did, what can I do? If I were to retaliate I'd be in deep shit man. And even if I didn't, people would assume I deserve it anyway. Blahz ~ let it go. I went to check her out again a few stops later, then I realized she really am an angry kid. When passengers said excuse me and their bags sort of brush pass her, she looked as if she was ready to smack anyone's face real HARD !!! What's wrong with kids these days... sigh*

It's a torture. Equivalent to lovesickness you bet! I've got a lot more days to go :( Anyway, while checking my tweets last night, I burst out laughing, like going bonkers!!! Malena Malena Malena, that explains why you're like my bestest twitmate! I can twit anything to you and we will have like so much fun! Don't forget to link me to your new uploads ok! I'll be waiting. This was what she said!! AHAHHAHA !!! Seriously, at times I wouldn't even dare call my closest friends losers? She just like call me a loser *snap* just like that !! AHAHHAHAHA ~ Yea yea malena i am >.< you're right I really am a small short fat lewser! And I'm glad I've a family like you aha, willing to share the joy and happiness~ Oh yeah, you're heading for roller coaster rides today eh? Hope you had a blast!! Went studying for about 6hours today. It wasn't constructive because she was quite fidgety, she was late for 40mins too!! And aish... nvm ~ Trying to help a c

I'm detaching myself from my world for now, I need to and I have to aha. I'll just blog to let you guys know how I'm doing kaes. Outz ~ battle battle battle !!!

I was so gear up and excited. It would be the first game for mavericks since October 19 2009, the match we won 3-0 and my first ever cleansheet with the team. To really attempt to be better for the team, I chose to take the long and painful path, to fix my loose ankle which took a total of 6months to heal. And yet, today's match was canceled. *Sigh* It was also Amir's last match before the exams' Anyway, I slept from 2:30am - 11:30am 230pm - 6:30pm That's a total of 13hours. It doesn't seem that much eh? Sigh, I'm just a freaking crackhead for sleep. I love you Park Ye Eun :) Saranghae ~

2, is my favourite number. Used to be 7, because of Fandhi Ahmad, he was no. 17 but the rest of the boys wouldn't let me have that, so I resort to 7. And then I found Steve Mcmanaman!! Again, there comes idiotic David Beckham and the whole gang went after 7. I was never 1st in academics, even though I was 2nd in the whole school, I was 2nd in my class aha. Being 2nd isn't at all that bad right? Ever since I was 7years old, when I started to think a little more abstract, I've always thought, being 1st is nice, but what's wrong with being 2nd? There's still a 3rd and 4th and the list goes . . . That's when I feel in love with 2. Not that I love or like being no.2 in anyone's life, hell no to that *amen* ! This magical number has been following me for quite sometime. Like just recently I've met her for the very first time, it was a pleasant surprise? Pictorial isn't a clear representation of beauty, like AT ALL. It certainly does give someone an indica