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2, is my favourite number. Used to be 7, because of Fandhi Ahmad, he was no. 17 but the rest of the boys wouldn't let me have that, so I resort to 7. And then I found Steve Mcmanaman!! Again, there comes idiotic David Beckham and the whole gang went after 7. I was never 1st in academics, even though I was 2nd in the whole school, I was 2nd in my class aha.

Being 2nd isn't at all that bad right? Ever since I was 7years old, when I started to think a little more abstract, I've always thought, being 1st is nice, but what's wrong with being 2nd? There's still a 3rd and 4th and the list goes . . .

That's when I feel in love with 2. Not that I love or like being no.2 in anyone's life, hell no to that *amen* !

This magical number has been following me for quite sometime. Like just recently

I've met her for the very first time, it was a pleasant surprise? Pictorial isn't a clear representation of beauty, like AT ALL. It certainly does give someone an indication, but definitely not how she would look like. Anyway it was just that, nothing more...

The 2nd time was awestruck. *lightning flash effect chng chng*

It's always the 2nd meet/impression ??

We didn't meet before, we spoke before. I didn't put much notice because, well how can I? When there's no hint of how a person is like. It's all through the squarebox, and people are not themselves behind that big screen? So yeah

Anyway, about audio, everyone knows I'm like an audio freak, anal, particular and very stubborn about. The 1st time I heard that voice, sucked/absorbed right into my headset. That's when it all happens I guess.

Ian said I'm more of a audio than a visual person... pretty much, I guess?

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I almost, so almost could throw it already. Sigh, I was so looking forward to it you know? Like it would be so much ARGHz !!! If only, if only I had been more ambitious, ruthless and confident? Aish... there's another route which gives better returns monetary but I know what I want and what I need?

Aunt Caron, thank you so much... You've not only showed me my path, guide be through, held me on, but also allow me to grow and discover myself, who I am, what I want and what I lack. Amount of thanks will never ever be enough...

like I said, i really hope to be there for you guys, when you need help, like really being ABLE to HELP...

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Gratitude is the cheapest word in my dictionary to you people, believing and rooting for me. I WILL one day be there to do better if not the same for all you peeps.


 I wonder like, how should I put it across, is it too rash or... if you're taken, then I'm like officially like not just an idiot but 2 idiots in 1. Then again aha ... I'm writing to entertain my beloved Darran.

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