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No longer ranting on veggie world anymore, I don't want you nice people to start worry bout unnecessary stuff. Everyone has their own issues and problems, I've been ranting for so quite sometime already, really appreciate all your solutions, C&Cs and TLCs !

Things have gotten out of hand, out of my hands. It's no longer within my powers, it has never been. I'm out of wits, out of energy, out of sync, out of laughter, out of joy... Helpless at what is going on and what will be happening next... So what's next?

I'm losing grip... really so sick and tired of life, so tired of living each day, taking things one step at a time, paychecks after paychecks. I see nothing, except how far am I from my target, my dreams my on self-worth. I lost myself, I lost my pride, I lost my faith, I lost... Souless, lifeless, heartless.

Life gets tougher, toughen life...

I finally told you I miss you, do you know =P

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Today I've had a bad appetite day. Everything just didn't taste right, EVERYTHING ! Tsk tsk~ I wanted to get bubble tea so I rang Jamie up and got it for the team as well, except myself. B'cuz I thought if I needed something stronger, I'd go for Mango Soursop fruitey juice ! But it cost as much as my lunch. So I went back empty handed for myself.

Funny thing is, I paid $5.80 for it and received $7, sigh ~ These adults just love throwing money. Why not just give me the cash?

Linda came back and got me the legendary CHEEZE BUN !!! That's about the only food that tasted alright today.

Do boys have monthly issues too? I always wonder was I a he/she and my parents picked me to be He instead.? I do not like boys, for the record ~


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