13th May 2010
Is a self declare Self Reflection Day ! It's 2:03am so I'll blog later
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Sunday, 16th May 2010
On 12th of May, I died. I gave up on my final paper. I just could not absorb any further, I need a days break, or 2 days if possible, to rest and to remain sane.
All the way back to 2009, when people told me working and studying is going to be tough, I mere smile and said that it'll be a good condition to see what I am made of.
Pressure, distractions, laziness got the better part of me. I flagged and lost. I literally wanted to just skip the people and well stay home. I slept at 12am and woke up at 10am. That's longer than the past 3days of sleep combined...
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Thank you Zennie, Kai Kiat, Sebest, Zhenqi, Janice, Jasmine & Xandra for the support. These people are my classmates, everyone were very helpful and nice, especially Kai Kiat & Jas. Upon knowing that i'm about to give up or rather I gave up, they told me to head down to expo at 9am and they'll teach me how to do it... guess if you don't even want to help yourself, no one could.
I did what i can with the remaining time and hoped for a miracle.
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Looking at the past 2 years of constant working and studying, I did a Diploma in Investment with SHRI, then I was serving at the Ministry of Home Affairs, work was rather mundane and not that taxing. I breezed through the diploma with a merit.
Right now, life in OCBC hasn't been the best, I don't know why I come home so tired and drain every single day. Beginning to...
i don't know how or what to write anymore, it can only be felt.
Is a self declare Self Reflection Day ! It's 2:03am so I'll blog later
===============================================
Sunday, 16th May 2010
On 12th of May, I died. I gave up on my final paper. I just could not absorb any further, I need a days break, or 2 days if possible, to rest and to remain sane.
All the way back to 2009, when people told me working and studying is going to be tough, I mere smile and said that it'll be a good condition to see what I am made of.
Pressure, distractions, laziness got the better part of me. I flagged and lost. I literally wanted to just skip the people and well stay home. I slept at 12am and woke up at 10am. That's longer than the past 3days of sleep combined...
-----
Thank you Zennie, Kai Kiat, Sebest, Zhenqi, Janice, Jasmine & Xandra for the support. These people are my classmates, everyone were very helpful and nice, especially Kai Kiat & Jas. Upon knowing that i'm about to give up or rather I gave up, they told me to head down to expo at 9am and they'll teach me how to do it... guess if you don't even want to help yourself, no one could.
I did what i can with the remaining time and hoped for a miracle.
-----
Looking at the past 2 years of constant working and studying, I did a Diploma in Investment with SHRI, then I was serving at the Ministry of Home Affairs, work was rather mundane and not that taxing. I breezed through the diploma with a merit.
Right now, life in OCBC hasn't been the best, I don't know why I come home so tired and drain every single day. Beginning to...
i don't know how or what to write anymore, it can only be felt.
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