Just passed the halfway mark of my employment contract period. Some of you might remember the posting I had on moving to Deutsche Bank. Well here I am, 3months into my 6months tenure. So far life's been a roller coaster, too much ups and downs, my heart is weak for such excitement.
Anyway, DB (Deutsche Bank) has given me an opportunity to peep into life as a "banker". Everyone used to say Banks are where the lifestyle of the rich & famous begins. It was true a good decade ago before Bear Sterns and Lethman started to bust this bubble.
Back to the main purpose of this post, I'm barely surviving here, I don't really enjoy working with my team, my old team which includes just the 3 of us were way better. I guess the restructure had a hand in it but I am not loving it. It's so bad that I've count hours and days and even contemplating getting sick leaves just to miss work. Work itself is kinda dull, I'm ok with it, but maybe the people? Maybe i did not give them enough chance or I am not opening up to them due to the catastrophical failure i had in my academics, maybe I just couldn't care much anymore.
Maybe I still miss the kind of "lifestyle" i had at HP, life was fast and furious, yet easy.
Well school has been settled, it's 99% confirmed that I will be switching from Accounting & Finance to just Business. Simply put, a MBA will be mandatory in future. *pFT!!*
I got the job because someone gave me an opportunity, as much as I want to quit, I have to consider the efforts of my friends and my friends' friend who had got me in. No doubt I don't owe them anything, I just want to do this right.
1st time in my life that I've hated my job so badly, please help me get through this tough time.
Anyway, DB (Deutsche Bank) has given me an opportunity to peep into life as a "banker". Everyone used to say Banks are where the lifestyle of the rich & famous begins. It was true a good decade ago before Bear Sterns and Lethman started to bust this bubble.
Back to the main purpose of this post, I'm barely surviving here, I don't really enjoy working with my team, my old team which includes just the 3 of us were way better. I guess the restructure had a hand in it but I am not loving it. It's so bad that I've count hours and days and even contemplating getting sick leaves just to miss work. Work itself is kinda dull, I'm ok with it, but maybe the people? Maybe i did not give them enough chance or I am not opening up to them due to the catastrophical failure i had in my academics, maybe I just couldn't care much anymore.
Maybe I still miss the kind of "lifestyle" i had at HP, life was fast and furious, yet easy.
Well school has been settled, it's 99% confirmed that I will be switching from Accounting & Finance to just Business. Simply put, a MBA will be mandatory in future. *pFT!!*
I got the job because someone gave me an opportunity, as much as I want to quit, I have to consider the efforts of my friends and my friends' friend who had got me in. No doubt I don't owe them anything, I just want to do this right.
1st time in my life that I've hated my job so badly, please help me get through this tough time.
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