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Growing up



I guessed i pretty much, never ever grew up...
hmmm ?
From when I was 16 - 20yrs old thereabouts?



I became "wiser", in short, i stop being "competitive", stop trying to be the "best" because what the world deemed as "the best" ain't what's "best" for me. I walked away.

I became younger, much more like a youth then a young adult. I became a fanboy, stalking twitter pages, instagram updates, limited edition cds...

I still keep buying Gloomy Bear figurines and soft toys, I recently became so addicted to Pororo!!



I started to fulfill my "dream room" when I first envision that in my teens. Well I didn't have any income, and I was attached, which made it almost impossible to even buy a keyboard for myself, let alone the whole stereo system.

I never fall in love with older women, I just adore them.
I still yearn for the type of relationship where we come together to bicker, to do silly stuffs like hand made stuffs to bentos and talking thru the night, not forgetting love letters.


I stopped to ponder if I did any wrong.
I guess I just want my life to be complete, my kinda complete, hence I'm playing catch up on my teen-hood. Will I regret latter in my adulthood when I'm about to get married?

I cut that thought out completely.

Why?

People live for tomorrow, I only live for today #FACT

“Don't lose today by worrying about tomorrow!!!”
― John F Herbert I wish

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Anonymous said…
Growing up is optional
25 August 2013 at 15:52
- EIJIHS said…
LOL that's nice ~
16 September 2013 at 00:20
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