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quit chasing and start living ...

Life begins....



And then Dad says ...


But I realize big doesn't mean better, better doesn't mean best, and what's best for you ain't best for me.


And then I decides too...


But later did I realized things do not necessary go your way.


I dream a dream...


Today marks the 4yrs and X days at Deutsche Bank, my 2nd compensation year, wasn't expecting much because I got a 2/4 rating and it's basically trash.

But somehow I got a 4 digit increment, my 4th in 4 years with the Bank including the intitial contract offered to me to join. Another milestone I've set last year, just so that I'm not living around aimlessly and I did it. I really do not know how but I just did it.

Trace always right, I was burned out my entire 25 years of my life I've been chasing and sprinting after that zombie life. And when I stop, and start living a life, things just fall into place.

Life's a bliss, I'm really living a life that I could never dream of, materially. I've got 3 years more to earn as much as I can before I dream of owning a house like that, hopefully in Canada, 2 nice rides but not the Land Rover, perhaps a Forester with a STi or the S15 Silvia and it'd make my life complete. And that I can die just any day ~



Hwaiting !

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