As i aged, i understand how the world functions, the more you know, the more afraid you become, then you become like them and then you try to wrestle with your subconscious against the foundation of your own values and beliefs. You will eventually come to a crossroads where you have to choose, your dreams vs being success Well the whole world knew what I chose, definitely the latter. Maybe partly influenced by the reason we broke up, I was deem a unmotivated and someone who lacks ambition, you never said it but I could tell. Maybe then that was why I chose money, of course having a Dad struggling to pay his own bills and only relying on my mother's savings had a huge part to play on my decision but hey... we are all given choices so do not put any blame on circumstances or lack of support but yourself. On a hot and lazy Friday afternoon, I had tea-break with my new work buddy, boss call in sick so I'm on my own and I queried on his route to where his is t...