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Park Yeeun's Smile Woke up rather early today, had a dream; I went to the Wonder Girls concert. A few nights ago I was still reminiscing in YEI's chatbox / forum etc. Guess it all comes back? The subconscious is a very powerful thing as I always say. Just can't wait for their comeback. Took em long enough, for my Yeeun, it's worth it. Park Yeeun, Perfect has been an overrated word, I think you just made the word, yours.

The other week, I was feeling kinda weird, odd, depressing and unusual, decided to take off for that Friday. My grandpa died. My lasts words to him were "Please be good and take your meds, only then you'll recover and then can be back home. I will visit you more often at home ok" He cried while I held his hands. He knew that was the last time. I didn't. He was 77. I never knew his birthday. He left this behind, I told everyone it's mine. I still cry to bed. Most nights. I can't handle death, I know.

HELLO PEOPLE !!! Well, at some point, I find that I am obligated to provide feedback as to what is or has been going on with me because I've been away for so damn long ! I've had 1. Introduction to Economics My 2nd attempt, I'm sure I'm doing much better than previous attempt; 12/100. I gave up because it was my last paper. I had 2months hospitalization leave then for my surgery 2. Principles of Sociology My 1st attempt, I did up the notes for section B and C, 50marks and only had 2 hrs to swallow them down. Needless to say I went blank. This is a retake for sure. 3. Financial Management One of the worst paper the examiner ever set. 3 out of 4 quantitative questions were unseen or unheard of. I had to force myself to do 2 qualitative questions. I need real luck to scrap through on this one. 4. Financial Reporting The magnitude for coverage is epic, my notes are all over, incomplete, missing questions only with solutions. I skipped the most lessons for this module, hope ...

我不行了，决定放弃。 。 。

I'm suppose to head to my SIM UOL revision lecture today. It was for the module I retake this sem, Intro To Econs, which I failed last sem. Here I am writing this entry. Quite a huge chunk of things had happened recently, work, home, my own life etc. Mostly from work and the stress of exams creeping on to me. Barely able to sleep, I'm always having exams in my dreams, doing my questions or revising, in my dreams and I would jump up, right in the middle of the night. I no longer am able to have the rest I need. I've been sleeping, on average, 10 hours a day. Yes, I do not have school for the past 2 weeks, and I have been sleeping my days away. 4 weeks till exam, 5 papers. I'll be glad if I can clear them all. Work's really hell, the load... well, try not to talk about load, for now. My friends, my colleagues... my comrades... Every month-end is living hell, we fight, we battle, together. The support from the other teams are absurdly crucial, especially so, in such a ...

SGD200,0000 Ride SGD6,000,000 House Say hello to me in 5 years. ESPECIALLY THE 348TS !!! ^^ Did the math, living comfortably while maintaining my commitment to my naggy mom. Annual income: SGD480,000 Now tell me, how many people in Singapore has this kinda pay? Anyone? Well, I don't know too ~ BUT I WILL be one of em ^^