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I'm am so broke!!! Dvds + Cds cost me about $150, I've yet to go for my books which would add another $70ish and there goes more than 1/2 of my NS allowance. Geez, life just got worst... Simply fell in love with my speakers, the heart thumping sound of the Kevlar followed with the surround sound, simply irresistibly sexy! Gosh, I love sound, not just music but sounds. Notes, voices, explosions, revving of engines, laughter, giggles and sighs... the list goes on. I'm too old for this, not that a kid refuses to call me kor kor, hadn't had nice rest over the past week accompanied by an overnight fishing, my weekend just got worst with those headaches and time wasting activities. Nonetheless I still miss fishing, damn I got zero catch the day before! Saw a few girls recently wearing headphones, girls with gadgets looks sexy enough. Recently saw Lilian in her white IEMs or was it just earbuds? Hahz so where are you my headphone gal! Simply distract yourself ! well I just foc...

Woke up at 10am? Played facebook game till about 12pm LOL. Thanks to my beloved irritating sista got me hook on challenging for places haha. DVD marathon till 4pm before I start cleaning my pig-sty! I've yet to sweep and mop the floor though! TADA !!! My CD collection! There's about half of it more in the living room :D Oh yeah see the container of coins! They are my invest fund! About $400ish right now HEHE! DVDs! Quite a few only, more to come but well I'm quite poor so that's about it! My fishing stash! Lights, equipment box and my lightning rod! Hehe! My elegant Cpu hiding below my desk and my wharfedale sub woofer that rock my room! 8" Kevlars my dear! My desk, the same lcd, AE5s, travs dac/headphone amp & PS3. New addition would be my Alessandro MS-1 on my headphone stand and my ipod video 5.5G, soon to be i-moded. The part of my wall that would cater to all my DVD/CD needs! By Chinese New Year i hope! and a touch of cream white paint for my wall. Hopeful...

Sighz* These are my pathetic results. I did aim high but not high enough? The only good news is, I did pass my derivatives, with a C though but so what? I'd rather do a A A F or a A B F instead of my B B C. Why not A A C ? It doesn't look as bad, in fact some might say it is quite good but this just show something; That there are about 4-5 students BETTER than you in a class of 35 and you are not in the top 5% which means I'm not in the million dollar category. Geez! Ain't so that smart eh? Time to wake up asshole. Henry gave me the "huh?" face, kyle gave me the "what for?". If it can be explained I'd have ditch that long ago right? Haha welcome back to the club Henry! It was nice to be around again but we just got too old to do those crazy stuff eh?

Had so much fun during lunch haha, the game was quite hilarious yet competitive. Anyway made an effort to turn up early for work today hee was rather busy but I can get by. Dinner was with Sue and my replacement at StarHub, pleasant simple and weird girl? (gives me the impression sort of like a Ming Li) LOl had those good old days chat and laughter, tonnes and tonnes of memories. The office layout didn't change that much but the staff did, close to 50%? When I first came in Lydia & Sharon was like announcing about my StarHub Top 3 thing and gosh they remembered clearly damnz!!! *blush* Xueli looks prettier man ! Anyway, those feelings were beyond words... *sighz* I so damn f**king miss that place. Sue told me to come back and ask me to tell Lydia too, I used to think I might but after all these years I think I've changed quite a bit. It used to be about living comfortably but now it's about living without worries? I don't know how to put it, Sue seem quite disappoin...

why am I so concerned? Silly me :P but well somethings do and somethings never change

trying and trying, it's so hard to get used to it considering the unquantifiable "stuff" that came in? Nonetheless while explaining to him the decisions, I felt it wasn't actually half bad? In fact, it was twice as good? But god knows haha! Off to NUH and back to work work work!

Very lethargic today! Went to work extremely tired! But what you have to do you still have to do. Oh yeah! Went for blard donation today too, i'm too tired to think about my sentence structure so bear with it haha. I was the 1st to donate though, the nurse said "Hey this is your 5th time donating but you're my first victim!" I was dumbstruck for awhile, before I know the needle was in and everything was done. She's a PRO! Oh yeah, after lunch i was so damn bz to the extend I had to suppress my need to shit for about 2hrs? hold it there hold it HOLDDD ITTTTTTTTT !!! Anyway thanks to pF and suE for vetting my article! Sue you're the best when it comes to understanding me! And pF your language and everything is simple yet hmmm amazingly soothing to read? Yeah my ang moh kinda suck to the max. I put the articles side by side and read mine with theirs... Sighz ~ Something sad happened today, I realized i gain another bro or another friend but when I happened to rea...

Overhauled Shi Jie ! no more dull colours, no more boring shit, set your life flying, lifes' too short to pondle and drool over stuff let alone indulge in sorrows... my 1/4 bill I'm am so f**king coming! Opps I meant you're MINE $250,000,000.00 I belive I can, I know I will. -Shi Jie™ -Inspired by the world best salesman, Joe Jirad If rainbows can be drawn or created then... Miracles belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams. now that i understand, i'm heading back on track I'll vous avez bientôt *winkz*

Quite a load happened today. Anyway thanks qiang² for pointing out what you saw, keep it to yourself eh? Must you say out so loud instead of thinking first. HATE YOU! Anyway being emotional has always been my source of energy as well as my "drainergy" Filled with passion and all that's what motivates me. Thanks Serene jiejie haha you've always been there for me, i recalled its not the first time =x My mama for the nice cozy meal, felt so much energized ! And of course my 2nd mum, Sue, ever cheery and all. Changed my song though, this song is damn cheery and hyped up! Spur my future days on :) Just finished watching "The Secret" I do understand the theory and believed in i. Following it and living by it takes a little time though. The power of visualization, the need to be positive, the law of attraction. They were so real i still recalled. Seem to lose so much energy already haha. Shi Jie ah Shi Jie, you really need to focus :P Text Caron about language cour...

belief & hope, gave myself 2 words. Hee! Daniel Radclif once said in Harry Potter IV "Think of it as all the greatest wizards and witches were once like us, students" Everything that has an end has a beginning and every beginning has an end. Just which side will I be I won't know till I try. Something funneh. While strolling in SLS for the new printer, went pass MC2, need to take escalator so need to pass by la. And she saw me, well a brief greeting like a smile and hi and thats all. Guessed she must have remembered me as the guy who bought one of the cheapest lappy yet gave the most problems !_!

有一种淡淡的味道叫做幸福 . . . dehsurc 变得成熟 是我能安慰自己 唯一的收获 就离开我别回过头 不要用从前看以后 我猜是我的错 爱怎么被偷走 那只是个感受 如果离开 是爱你最后的承诺 naive. i could almost understand about almost everything, that is why it___so much.

rather interesting day it was, drove a manual van to SLS. It's been about 2 years? HONESTLY since I've drove a manual CAR and today I'm given a chance to drive a VAN. As chaotic it was and hard it was we still managed to get to and back safely. Although at the expense of certain drivers following me behind must be a pain in the ass :D Energy level towards the end of the day was rather low, or rather critically low. Went fishing the previous day and slept at hmmm 5am? Still I woke up on my own and looked forward to the day. Managed to get the stuff done but just missed a fishing trip, sighz ~ Oh yeah, sorry Bren, was late but well sorry la :P It ain't the way you guys think it is, there are certain things I need to keep with me but trust me, I do know what I am doing and know what I want. Let me walk my path, it is a gamble? Hmm, i'd rather put it as what I've always believed in. Time will tell. . dying inside to hold you . . .

Glad my mum like what i bought. Something simple but i somehow knew she'd lurve it. Anyway met bella Jamie! She's with her dad and we had a brief chat. She's currently with OCBC (LOL IAN HAHAHA) doing marketing. Must be doing quite well, yeah we'll meet up soon. Saw lawrence quote "Don't make someone a priority when you, to them maybe just an option" Glad he xiang tong le, he used to be controlled by this girl who sorta keep using him LOL. ANyway he's getting married congrates! So many of you are, it's about time for them anyway haha. Did 22minutes today, i'll need more tomorrow... this kinda sums up how i feel.

2.4km, 45mins of slack badminton, 15mins of bball. Not a bad start, 2hrs of continuous driving. z_z i'm so darn tired yet I'm still online haha. I told myself to go to bed but here I am well well well I'm so dead tomorrow. Hmm oh yeah T3 was fabulous and it's new, must go there sometime to walk around. Blog tomorrow sleeptz

yesterday while walking home, i saw 3 hot girls, well lians they were but HOT. Simply love lians nowadays, showing off their colourful inner beautys, short skirts and all sorts of simply fabulous tops. The think is that well they are simply what we love but not what we want. Eventually I came to think about some verse like "what you ultimately want is what you can never get" So in the end, what we want becomes what we do not want? Like some dream girl you finally have will eventually become someone that you wouldn't want because now that you had it? You see sometimes I've always thought, living is always a bliss and I can't imagine what would I be/do when I die and eventually I'd die so it's pointless to live but I want to live so that is why I'm functioning. If all living things die and replenishes and all... I still find myself being pointless living but the point is... Is love like that too ? what damn emo recently, especially after exams. Even Meei...

Thank you mama for my 2 polo tees! HEHE *GRINZ* sista! are you damn jealous HIAKZ HIAKZ HIAKZ !!! 1st day @ work, since... too damn long. Anyway I was a total gonner today, slept at 1+ and woke up at 6:30. Hmmmz, well just got excited coming back to work. Met up with qiang² for BK, I owe him 2 breakfast but well 1 enough hor? Wai Meng briefly spoke something to me and yeah, I think I know what to do already, he didn't reprimand but at all and I felt deep down I should be. The simplest of things that should be done was not done at all... What was i doing? So what if you're sick, no excuses, turning 22 in less than 4 months? Wake up !!! Ended the day with ease. I think I knew, but I was just simply afraid, and I'm still. But now that my heart has told me to, my same rules apply, the sky's the limit

下雨天-南拳妈妈 a weird feeling, strange, something like butterflies in my stomach, a little dejavu or a little... It's sourish and I know it is. There's still something there, a little bit, no it ain't just a little. Just ain't right. Fux, and I've got to go to work tomorrow carrying this feeling. Did I lose, what did I lose, how did I lose and why am I so damn sore? This is just too wrong, it's been so long, too damn long. So much emotions and anger or rather disappointment. What am I proving, what do I have to prove, just wtf is this weird THING going with me. ARGHZ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No way best to describe it actually as.. EMPTY Though I hate it and it tortures me so much, I honestly want it to appear later, a quick getaway, falling in my own world of fantasies? Once in a while we live in our dreams do we? I hope I ain't in too deep. No i'm already in, just how should i get it right... i've just have no mood for anything, not even for my bloomberg or my s...

"You've yet work hard enough and you're learning to slack now?" words of wisdom from my dad LOL! Well we're talking about fishing and stuff when he just lashes out at me, couldn't care less and went on TO FISH!! 4 the first time after exam. A Lai guarding this rod ( He lost 2 - 0 to me today WHAHAHHA ) 1 of the few uncles that were there. In total we had 10 rods exactly hanging there haha with me having 2 catch the rest ZERO WHAHHAHAH! Simply love the sun-rise view, on non cloudy days, the clear skies were simply outrageous damn nowadays so cloudy haha. Thanks Ah Lai for the rod and spool :D:D:D Back to work... This is ME, using 3 PCs simultaneously. The 1 infront, my main rig, with my FM2008 + Mp3. The 1 on my right, my dad's lappy, doing some software installation and maintainence work while the 1 on my left belongs to his office. Updating windows is a pain in the ass. Seems like Vista doesn't have much problems and doesn't require much fix. Not ...

Met up with peefeee ~ Oh gosh, she just went through some army survival camp i guess? got tortured till sooooo dammn skinny ~! Anyway something funneh happened today again! I was doing the usual sourcing of lappys and well decided to get a compaq for my dad, he prefers that brand anyway. So went back to a more reputable store, MC2 take a look and decided to buy here bcuz of the pretty lianish yet adorable salesgirl HAHA! Gave her a few problems but well it was the lappy's fault so yeah. Came back again from Tekka to collect after paying and had a brief conversation like she asking if I ate and all and well I sort of hinted for her number but she was asking for more and well I'm slightly conservative so I'd just stop there. Got her name though, through her name card? HAHAHa gosh, her image in my head finally left. Some sugar rush for a moment? Geez stuff like that simply spur my day. Day dreaming are good once in a while :P a tingling reminisce and an urge to hold you...

Hey, i wanna blog about something but I just couldn't remember whahaha ! Anyway, bought the Jay CD and came across this song that I'm dead obsessed with ! 你的回话凌乱着 在这个时刻 我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了 情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢 而你断断续续唱着歌 假装没事了 时间过了走了 爱情面临选择 你冷了倦了我哭了 离开时的不快乐 你用卡片手写着 有些爱只给到这 真的痛了 怎么了你累了 说好的幸福呢 我懂了不说了 爱淡了梦远了 开心与不开心一一细数着 你再不舍 那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得 你不等了 说好的幸福呢 我错了泪干了 放手了后悔了 只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢 Simply stunning eh? It just brings back all the sadness and fill me up, add on to my misery of mugging and that crap paper. Sometimes one needs to just drown themselves in misery and well give yourself a reality check? Today will be my final paper, god bless and well I don't know if this is it, my heart is willing but I don't think I'm capable of... Craps aside, I've been living off Lindy for the best part of the last 2 weeks wahhaha ! She's my jie² in school and I'm tutoring her (Yes we are in the same class and I'm more or less helping la) So she will give me some incentives for h...

I'm not Ok (I Promise)... all these life had I never put in effort in my studies and well here I did with at least 3 times the effort and I've faced with the systematic risk of this lecturer who puts 100% understanding his main priority without considering any other factors. We are working adults, after work we come to class and listen to your lecture, as tired as we are we tried, some tired harder while some failed to keep up. I was lucky to be granted 1 week leave to study and what happened? I believed I still failed because he simply do not understand that while some are already unable to comprehend on the example(NOTICE IT IS SINGULAR) you have to come out with exam questions that emphasis on critical reasoning skills. MOE started the CRS questions' weightage to be a rough 10-15% TOPS unless kids nowadays are just god damn smart. WHILE YOU SET 85% CRS questions. I mean who the f*** understands when there are so minimum material and example. Do you simply expect everyone...