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Disorient: to throw into a state of mental uncertainty disoriented by the sudden change in battle plans> In less than 11 workdays or less than 15 days, I will complete my first contract term with Deutsche Bank. I will be back in January 2013 to continue a short term of 3 months. I still remembered visiting their office years back when Caron's there, I was still in OCBC. I will always buy food over and eat at their pantry, admiring at the class lobby, luxurious and spacious pantry with the sophisticated foreign bank's "branding". 3 years on, here I am, living the dream I once dreamed about. During one of our personality evaluation training session at OCBC, there was a section to teach us to visualize and write down our short term vision aand I wrote "DEUTSCHE BANK EMPLOYEE in 3 years time" Laws of attraction -  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Secret_%28book%29 Not sure if anyone knew or read about this, in short, we become what we think about...

continuation to my previous entry, dreams eluded, transformed or manipulated... I began to look for power into my teens. What power? power over your peers, power amongst your seniors, with power comes respect, glam, reputation, "wind" ... Into adulthood, power = money or cars... I've a dad with a nice ride, but I do not have the $$ to sustain the ride. I work and work , read and read just to get ahead of everyone else. Eventually I ended up in a bank, where the money was. . . . My grandpa died, yeah, you might be confused, last year my paternal grandpa passed on, 2weeks from today, and right now, my maternal grandpa passed on. Both of them lived till ripe years of 70+, had great grandchildren and passed on peacefully. This morning, he left while sipping coffee and reading papers waiting for his breakfast to arrive, in peace. The older folks around the estate said he loved us so much that he left 3 meals for us children, grandchildren and great grandchildren b...

I still remembered exactly how it felt, the day before my official football debut, 7-a-side football, on a grass pitch. I was only 10, it felt like yesterday. I do not own any pair of boots then, needless to say football socks and all. The night before, I was too excited to sleep and was staring at the window till about 12am before i have to wake up at 5:45am. Finally dawn broke and I wore my beloved Reebok sports shoes to the game, in my kiddish PE attire. On route, one of my friends passed me a pair of shin-guard, that's like the coolest thing I've ever seen in my life, then. The other classmate of my asked me if I had the socks required for the guard, I shook my head and passed the guard to him. Gutted but I was still extreme excited about the games ahead. Our pool had Henderson Primary, Queenstown Primary and Blanga Rise Primary. 1st game vs Queenstown Primary. We played 2 1 2 1, 2 defenders, 1 anchor defensive mid, 2 wingers and a striker, I'm the obvious cho...

[I've love you my entire life, 21 years and counting. Ever since I was introduced to you, the elegant red took my breath away, I became a red, for life. My life my passion, my Liverpool. This relationship has it's ups and down, our treble as well as the infamous Instanpool and FA cup comeback victories... Recently we hit a slump, just like any relationship. I pushed my friends and my family away just to set aside time for you my love. Past 2 years were hell, you broke my heart week in week out when I kept my faith, ignore all the taunts and stick with you. When will you love me back???  Since when we aren't in the highlighted section?