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Sometimes I wonder why people die trying, trying to stand out not because they have constructive of even on-par opinions, or rather they just want to be in the picture? And the list goes... Sigh, I'm so done about my dreamy "dreams". I just did what i thought i wouldn't today anyway, it isn't that hard, as long as you start. Tsk tsk tsk, I think I'm made for this somehow, as long as I see the rewards coming aha. *Evil grinz* somehow i think I know how to play this game, it's just a virtual world, where you go in and start kicking some ass, benefiting yourself, come out of the virtual world, and be back to yourself. That is, if you don't lose yourself.

1st they forgot me for lunch, and they call it a team lunch. It's fine , then she said I shouldn't because there are a lot of processes and procedure to claim my OT. It's like WHAT THE FUCK? I should be fine taking time off right? HELL NO? This is absurd, totally whore-shit . If I rather have time off, I'd wouldn't be working? I'm working because I need money, I fucking NEED THE MONEY. Anyway, I can't work with fickle-minded people, more so women + some of them already have that built in ?. The worst thing being, they can't even protect me, at all? When Kings fight over power and land, the pawns are sacrificed, for their own benefits. So am I? FUCK no, I'm not your PAWN, definitely not so. I came to help a friend, I'll attempt to fulfill what I intended to do. If JP's on, I'm going to go. Sorry Tracy if I'm beginning to sound or look or behave like one of those people. I'm already 23, I'm from Singapore, a place no di...

When I was a young boy, My father took me into the city to see a marching band. He said son when you grow up will you be the savior of the broken, the beaten and the damned He said will you defeat them You demons and all the nonbelievers The plans that they've made Because 1 day, I'll leave you A phantom to lead you in the summer, to join the Black Parade Listen here, it's not who we are I'm just a man, not a hero Just a boy, who had to sing this song . . . My Chemical Romance - Welcome to the Black Parade I'm just a man, not a hero, just a 23 year old, who had to live this life. . . . Batam was fun! Company was crazy, I had bruise all over from diving, jumping, rolling while playing paintball ! Food catered wasn't at all fantastic but we made up eating from street stalls!! Maurice is a must to bring along, if we're ever gonna go eating! GoKart was disappointing, condition of the karts were quite bad, though i still got a relatively faster kart~ Side Gs, Ape...

ME ! Being short is fine as long as you have a pretty face. Without a pretty face is fine as long as you have nice features Without a handsome face is fine as long as you are tall It's ok even if you aren't tall but you've good proportion If you do not have good proportion it's ok if you're thin or lean or nicely tonne I am short fat short limbs long body ( doesn't help in sports ) flat foot needless to say about being handsome no question about being smart when you can't make it to local Uni . . . and the lists goes I'm funny, I'm crazy, I'm nice ... it's subjective, a man's meat maybe another man's poison. This is the perfect birth defect. ME! IF anyone is thinking of this and that and go FML. Try being me

So many things happened since last week, Wonder girls came, I'm officially into my 2nd week of work, got into small quarrels, met new people, saw Park Ye Eun up close and personal... Just a quick entry, heading to Batam real soon. Tracy, I'm old, i know you're older but at your age, married, with a job, 2 sweet lil kids, a very nice hubby and a cool brother, Patrick, you're so cool, blessed and young. I look around and I see people who are 42 and yet still aren't half as successful as you? Success is a measure of happiness, not networth yeah? Can i talk about work? What if they find out? Blah, so be it yeah? You know guys, I can't work with people who are indecisive and can't give me proper directions? And I know that I am not creative, that is why i studied Finance? How can you ask me to design and place stuff here and there to make it cuter? And what's wrong with my cutting skills? I'm a BOY BOY BOY for crying out... i've been working so so so ...

Never ever have i thought I'll be one of them, like ever? and well, i did. Passer by saw us and smiled, I used to laugh at people and now.. hmmm, Karma? Some of them were there since 10:30am, hoping to get the best spot for the 2:30pm flight. Eventually, our dearest queen twitted at close to 1pm so we knew it will be the night flight. tbc...

I'm finally 23 years old, the age I'd die to be in, while i was in my younger days, often wanted to be older, to be more independent. Here I am, being 23 . . . *Deep Breathes* I'm honestly feeling the heat, responsibilities, expectations and failures of the tomorrows. So people, be careful what you wished for . . . Last Sunday, Caron & Ian already invited me out for Laksa Steamboat, I've asked them up umpteen times before if it's just the 3 of us. Well, when we reached the carpark, I saw Noel's Civic Type R. Upon reaching our seats, I saw Bernie and Ai Lei !!! and there were EMPTY SEATS. Deep within me was like, "FUCK! I wasn't groom at all, because school's tomorrow and if I shave today, I'll have 5pm shadows when I'm in school, and I'm in flip flops ... " Then we started greeting one another happy cny and then Bernie goes "EH Happy Birthday!" I was like, huh? I thought I heard wrongly and so did everyone else. Jim an...