EIJIHS - ®

I'm so glad i came to class, early! The rest are irrelevant, only that Raymond ended our break earlier than usual, the class ended 5mins before 10, had a slow stroll down the stairs before we part our ways... I said, "I felt like I've hit a stonewall" Meng said, "When you hit a stonewall you should not keep shooting arrows at it!" Darran said, "Cammon lar, just use a bolder and go through it!" (so darran, just whack only) I said, "thou shall use a ladder and climb over it!" Gowri said, "Charisma is something the young one would not learn to appreciate until much later" I certainly hope she's right. my trojan horse =D I said, "She's like the City of Troy with invincible fortified stone walls. I think maybe I have to give up" Darran said, "No, you'll miss out all the treasures in the castle!" I said, "Hmmm, well than I shall make a horse, a TROJAN HORSE and penetrate right through her heart!!...

i don't know why, but i just don't look forward to Monday this week... maybe there's only 2 more mondays to look forward to? maybe I'm falling sick? maybe it's just me... maybe....

Thursday was fun! Went to the gym with Meng², Dar², Keng Lai & Yvonne. Darran was busy with his arms and well mostly his Biceps 21, though we did the Bicep 15 later, trained my chest and I went over my limit i guess, nearly died the next day! Keng lai was freaking slack? Did less than 20mins and went shower, pussy man Friday was the best! Morning was slack, I was awfully hungry so I had bee hoon. 2nd half of the day, all 3 of us went for this EQ talk, supposedly to take something away but well it was really bad. She (trainer) started off with so much promise, engaging audiences to participate with activities and introduction... BUT the whole theory part was exceptionally boring and dry. 1. She was teaching us what EQ meant 2. She wasn't talking about how you use EQ to deal with people in general, instead it became something like how to deal with your spouses? 3. She used so much old fashion examples and technique like a.when you reach home and have to cook and your husband goes...

Well well, today is Keng Lai's last day!! Great for him, we're out partying tomorrow to celebrate his departure from hell, together with darran's ORD TOO! I felt a connection but... love this song but please do not sing to me... you're my best friend, but you can't be my boyfriend... (A song by wondergirls track 4!)

Disenchanted ... I've got a shitty score for my assignment, it has no effect on my final scores but it simply reflects upon my standard. I was totally utterly blown away by the astounding red ink indicated on the top right corner of my paper. Hands were on my head wondering why, I went through the paper umpteen times trying to spot any errors but to my horror, the faults are all mine... She came, in the nicest outfit I've ever seen her dress in for close to 6weeks? Still I couldn't care less, she murmured that I was odd today, i merely smile and gave a brief reply. I'm still not over it, I just couldn't say it out, I HATE LOSING, I HATE NOT DOING WELL, I HATE BEING AVERAGE and i certainly hate feeling I'm good enough when I'm absolutely not! Things got slightly better during break, we still had a quick ample conversation, my mind was blank, even now, though I've tonnes of questions to ask but I just kept answering... Form was totally off today, I can...

Extremely tired and sickish today, slept for 8hrs though? sighz~ Didn't made it to gym because I was falling a sleep @ 10am? Liverpool just made my day worst too, bunch of jokers they are nowadays... I still love em lar =P Dar² Darren is leaving MHA soon, in 6 weeks time? Boo, gonna miss him though he's freaking irritating LOL! What a crappy entry ... adios

Physio was crazy, the therapist seems to be too busy and I perspired only after our "warm up" exercise man! And she wasn't there, but well ain't matter anyway. School was great, as usual we talk so much more... and time like flew by so fast? Often in my head, I wished the break would come earlier, then after break I hoped the class would end quicker, so I'd have that 1 - 2 mins of "alone time" then I thought shux, that'd be the end of the day? So just when the Raymond said "Alright we'll end early today" I glanced @ the clock, 10mins to 10pm. Geez, 10 mins is a lot of time sir, it's precious precious time you took away from me, haiz. Drove home and decided to take my chance and practice a lil trick, at least i see you once more before i leave. I'd trade crazy long physio for great mondays anytime... but looks like there ain't gonna be much more left. The good news is, my ORD counter is starting real soon? 100 days or lesser,...

Just went swimming, with my retarded sista! Next time, I'd not have to drag her along b'cuz I've knew how to go to the new complex :D Was told my many people the pool has nice hot pretty female lifeguards, by people from the EAST MAN!! And true enough, I saw 1, my sis said she's the most chui among the regular 3 female lifeguard, looks like I must go more often already eh? Did more laps than usual today, 26 laps to be exact, bcuz I was resting yesterday, so I thought why not push the 20 laps instead of the usual 15? Anyway I just can't understand why someone must swim the width of the pool instead of the usual length, damn! Oh yeah, radar on lar hor ~ saw these 2 normal gurls with nice curves got out of the pool, adjusting their costumes, "urmm hmmm~" I think my jaw dropped? Cuz I drank 1 full mouth of chlorine when I kick start my lap... damnz

Just when I thought my Saturday is going to be so damn boring, Ian called, and I knew I'm gonna be going out!! Watched this with both of em as usual, this movie is absolutely HILARIOUS! The girl was so CARON-ish lar haha and it will be even better if Ian was her secretary lol. After the show, we hang out @ our usual spot and had a simple wonderful chat till about close to 4am? hah, I'll never got bored of these 2 crazy people, :) happy for em both, so perfectly tailored by themselves to fit each other... Boo~ got rejected for a date, but well was told to book 3 weeks in advance beofre, so I was testing my luck? Relief b'cuz I wasn't prepared and thank god bcuz I got home at 4am the day before as well as today hah! Thou shall try again for failure is one who stop trying~ I'm an avid winner or rather anti loser

1st i was told to go to pub & chill, next it became a lap sap pub, but then all of them are "clean" lap sap pub. Bcuz we saw our fellow brothers in blue came lol? It was my first time in that kinda places n area, there were "viewing rooms", pimps, gambling dens etc. Half way through they "Sua diu" was uber efficient lar, the way they clear the tables was faster then the way we fall in T_T. There were gangstas commotions and people being "back-stabed" at kopi tiam as well. Now who would honestly say SGP doesn't have night life? Hahz, we should do a documentary for that man.

Don't really fancy Wednesday class, 她will always be 迟, in between breaks are so short + Jj's presence doesn't help either. 3 hrs just fly by, like that damn 士气低落. Anyway Jj is damn farneh in class, we are still "challenging" maths questions, he'll have tonnes of careless mistake and I'd suan him "Eh you maths rep leh!" haha, i guess I was disturbing the rest with all our small commotions... Anyway, got tortured by Darren today z_z, gyming is always a torture, the aftermath feels good but the process is always so 痛苦. Tomorrow another session and it'll be 1 week gone, 3 more left... 抑郁症 already la!!! Zac Efron is so cute lar!!!

school was great, real great today!! heheh needless to say details. After class, went ta the AXS machine to pay my $6 fine... zzz remember the expensive swimming entrance fee incident? 2x$0.50 coupons used $2.00 Entrance Fee $6.00 Fine for exceeding 9mins? Total damage $9.00 for 1 hr 10mins ...

weEE! Physio physio physio!! It was FUN! Boring at first but it became so so so fun! Anyway they are the real pros, playing around with my ankle and making me vulnerable to show me "Yeah, you've got a real weak ankle". zZz I know lar phuck =x Exercises were boring but then when the massage came, it was utter shiokness AHHAAH Hmm, she was a intern from NYP, Kiyoko though. Had such a tough time trying to figure out what's her name sia. Initially i thought it was but then, blame it on the absurd way she spelt it. Had a brief chat, of course on my ankle, ultrasound effects and that was about it. @ the counter, the receptionist told me she'd arrange the same physio for me, wonder if she'll be around too. L O L !! Nurses hmmm ._^

Liverpool 1 - 2 Spurs, well as expected. I've got this strange feeling we'll take the EPL or not break into the top 4. Haha many may laugh but I think i'll throwing $100 on Liverpool winning the EPL tomorrow! you'll never walk alone, lfc-4life

4.5/5 Popcorns 4/5 Popcorns REVISED due to emotional effects of the film Watched it with Caron n Co. as usual haha. Hmmm i just wished i could be watching with someone else haha. Anyway was at MOS Burger-JP, was with Ian last week i guess? Sat at the seat pFie and I used to be, gossiping and looking at other babes/hunks. I was early to get tix so I brought along a book, a regular milk tea and that was it. Nice but noisey cuz well it's JP!! IT'S MONDAY TOMORROW WHOOHOOOO~! 3/4 to go and ... nvm liverpool is on tV

Was kinda waiting for 1 reply and ended up getting MANY MANY but that reply. *sigh* anyway, Ian called and we're suppose to do a "UP" haha, canceled cuz Caron has IBS. Poor thing, cuz she got it cuz of stress but well she still ate salmon so =X We ended up @ our usual place, KAP's Mac with Sam Seng Po aka Lynette. The usual had tonnes of laugh and well I often ended up being laughed at kns!! I just don't know why I can't seem to find the correct mixture when I'm with them, popcorn make from sun flower seeds, honda silvia.. wth? Ended up @ Manda's place at roughly 1:40am, heard her rant and talked abt Ray and briefly my spoils. She's doing quite well eh manda, should be ok lar the both of you lol. Dropped Dawn off and I'm home @3:40? hah You look so beautiful today When you`re sitting there it`s hard for me to look away So I try to find the words that I could say I know distance doesn`t matter but you feel so far away And I can`t lie, every time...

Funneh quotes.. Someone's gf got worried cuz he was constantly playing badminton with this other gurl who was about 5 yrs older? I said " Can't you tell her she's attached? " Classic reply "NO! This simply meant if she ain't attached, I'd go after her!" *Meng Zhiqun AHHAHA +=+=+=+=+=+=+= Someone's ex gf once asked "Do you think we'll get married? Will you love me forever?" Classic reply " Let's just take things once step at a time " -Darran Low She replied " Orh.." HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA +=+=+=+=+=+=+= there were like tonnes more, coming out from these 2 weirdest ever buddies of mine, keep teaching me wrong stuff, like there's always a better one out there, just whack lar etc... kns!

btw i not emo hor LOL!!

Yesterday i casually asked, i received and i thought, what could be the worst? Then I confirmed my horror, yes it is, 9th September, the last lecture. Your intuition is always right on the money -- don't start qu estioning it now. Serendipity brings some interesting momentum into your life, but it'll come from left field. Just don't over think it. Allow this good energy to work for you, not against you. why right on the money for stuff like that, i bought 4D too but why never dio? WHY WHY WHY!?!! lol How did I get here with you? I'll never know I never meant to let it get so personal And after all I tried to do, stay away from lovin' you I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know And I won't let it show, you won't see me cry Rihinna - Cry

Jj crashed my class yesterday, thanks to my dad, I had to trouble him to offer me a ride, instead of my original plan of giving him a ride. Nice scooter he has, this is rather more comfy to sit on rather than his old SP... Class was fun, feels like secondary school days again ahah, those stupid careless mistakes of his and our stupid braindead ways of doing math the wrong way. sighz, good god, will we even be in the same class after 2nd week of Sept? I'd die if it is true, it's hard enough just seeing you 2 times a week..

LEE SI JIE. AMANDA IS BACK. SHE IS A HUGE SLUT, an EFFING WHORE!!! LOL Ok lar, she's back empty handed, but there were great stories AND there WILL BE MORE STORIES!! I'm honestly disappointed our HEHE GANG has no mementos from States, especially when someone went there for 3 months wth right? Looks like I as the 2nd in command shall draft out a rule book to govern our fraternity of 7yrs and counting. Friendship rules!! *RESERVED FOR THE AUSTRALIA HEHE GANG KOALA* i think it's your braces, or... maybe it's just everything, gaga over you le LOL!

it's been awhile since my heart broke... and this time it's for a friend. Haiz, the worst thing in this world is that there is ONLY SO MUCH you CAN do... Hope for the best *prays*

Hm mm, for some odd reason, it seems just too hard to approach? Or rather I FIND IT HARD, is this a SIGN? lol

My mum and dad doesn't know the pledge, OUR SINGAPORE PLEDGE roflmao. My dad studied in Malaysia so he's forgiven, my mum studied in local Chinese School so I force it out of her and to my bizarre surprise she knew less than 1/2 in mandrain. ~_~ sweet jesus, i ain't gonna be parents like em =X Anyway, started my HIT, but got off slowly, so did 1.6km, later swimming before heading to peace centre for a stroll while jogging @ night again. Tuesday gonna be wasted so wed thur and fri gonna beef up for more training. Tyrese Gibson's body is HOT!

Horoscope says I'm gonna have a few crushes today and I thought, wth? It ain't gonna be true. Woke up real late b'cuz I slept late, duhz? While rushing to office I saw Roy but we went on different route ( Praise the lord I did ), and since I was late I was oblivious to my surroundings and suddenly out of no where someone tap on my shoulder while walking past me. *EH~* was my reply and she asked if I remember her ( OF COURSE I DID, she's the smartest girl in my primary 6 class ). She told me her name just to confirm i remembered her, well I just found out she's in medicine, geez what's new eh? She's smart right from the start, 3rd highest result in my Pri Sch, next to RV and I guess that's about it. Of course i took her number, and oh yeah I totally forgotten about it, SHE LOOKED SO AWESOME !!! Like totally so... angelic with nice twirls and her white hmmm "blazer" goodness gracious me~ Text her and we're meeting next week for lunch. :D what...

Argh!! gawd, thanks to national day, I'd not be going to school :( sheesh, 604,850,000 ms!!. Small steps creates solid foundations for life long journey... tu me manques ...

Sweet Sweet Love Originally uploaded by {peace&love♥} i wished there were assignments monthly... got home real late, yet awfully happy about it :)