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Confession ...

i thought i did write out explicitly but I guess i wasn't ready to share then, though 1 post was fairly clear, it may still be just a memory... I was attracted to some girl. Yes the heart skipped many beats The longing for a reply Yearning for the next meet up Wondering what you were doing Slowly getting past that phase of obsessive lunacy Getting a decent grasp of the real you Ensuring the line's never crossed. It's been 8 months. . . And yes Merry Christmas. The simplest lie that I caught on but unsuspecting, I mean it's just a simple gift right, simple packaging, could felt a box beneath it, I didn't even open it on my way home until... Threw away the "decoy box", which was a box of the weighing scale, she has always laughed about my teen photos and I thought it was funny until I checked the contents. The limited release 2016, Nintendo DS XL Pikachu Edition. For starters, this set is hard to get, not all shops car...

snippets of hell

Hell, a world we truly live in, we are all born, to suffer and then to learn... While going home, some girl flicks her hair and gave me the " *flicks hair* I'm so pretty please don't think about it" look. I wasn't even looking at her but looking at her direction staring blank after a long demanding day at work. Babe babe babe, but I must say you do really look better than average but but but but guess what? I'm no way interested in you, hell no~ Why? cuz beauty fades, you gonna go thru 30s and then 40s and then you'd be ruin by 50s and I won't even look at you even if you pay me to. I'll only bow down to true beauty, a person with utmost beautiful character and moral values, why? Because they stay the same, forever. While crossing the road, I saw this girl fiddling with her phone and luckily no cars were coming by yet reaching the pavement, a bicycle was on his way and the cyclist saw her and  stopped to let her go and well she ...

The Beautiful Mind

Stage 4: 23 to 65 years Finally, the brain reaches its peak power around age 22 and lasts for 5 more years. Afterwards, it’s a downhill pattern. Last to mature and the first to go are the brain functionality of executive control occurring in the prefrontal and temporal cortices. Memory for recalling episodes start to decline, processing speed slows and working memory is storing less information. Best approach is to stay mentally active, learn new things, stay physically active and eat a very healthy diet. Avoid toxins, cigarettes, alcohol and mind-altering drugs. Prime of my years 7 - 10, the brain was effortlessly absorbing anything and everything, 11 - 14, my brain took my body wherever it wanted to, jump higher, run faster, react quicker. 15 - 19 my leadership qualities kick in and I was able to talk teamwork, plan strategies and give inspiration team talks effortlessly. 20 - 23 back in school, 2nd upper honors, 25 I quit school. Pretty legit according to the gro...

signs & signals ~

One can always tell from the way a girl looks and smile at you, these are what we call signals... But just back to reality here, no one's falling for me or the other way around ahhaha, it's a mere misdirection that I like to practice on, pretty useful while negotiating stuff. So yes I've received tons of signs and signals that I'll die, I mean yes we are will die, eventually but I'll probably die before i turn 50. 1. Palm reading I've got quite a shallow life line in the beginning and the same occurs 1/3 length later. Evidently I was a rather sick kid in my youth and I'm visiting the doctor quite regularly now so... 2. Increased frequency of visiting the doctor I'm beginning to have ridiculous symptoms which I never had in my teens, eczema, ear infection, low immune system; I WILL get a cold if anyone in the family has it. 3. Severe obesity So all these started when I went "FULL TIME" smoking keke. Only Pat know's ahhahaha, I ...

Light notes ahhahahhah !!!

You know I've been complaining the whole time about Singapore's weather being HOT AF !!! But today, like finally today, I realized one bloody awesome thing that came out of this while walking to get lunch Lovely ~ ^^ Hahaha but it's not like Canada doesn't have summer, it's just not summer ALL AROUND ~

only heavy, no light notes ®

Title stolen from le cookie jar. KEKEKEK !!! Was quite sure I blogged about this mentor of mine but I couldn't find it, don't really wanna repeat the same old sad shyte content but well, I need to channel out some of this sad shit and this is probably the safest and best possible way I can do it so bear with me ;) This guy's kinda mentor but more of a savior to me, I first met him while serving my national slavery, at my poorest and most dejected days where a cup of ice milk tea was a luxury. So much so that it'll decide if I can have dinner, yes dinner. He's unorthodox, like Jay Baruchel in Goon, and of course I am Sean William Scott the Thug. In times of need, I'll just help him with simple chores over spreadsheets and powerpoint slides and he'll usually take me out for weekly meals. We'd also go lan gaming and then dinner or onshore fishing which he covers everything from night lights to baits to dinner and supper. In a time where my stronges...

Le Truth ~~~

Park Shin Hye in Doctors and Jin Se Yeon in Doctor Stranger. This morning, after my usual Mac Donald's breakfast, I went down for a shot, two shots actually =P and as I lit up my 2nd stick, lazily glance to my left, what a beautiful sight; young Caucasian girl in a nice white 1 piece dress, rode pass me in the bic similar to Se Yeon's, and as she rode past, god smile upon me and the wind gust, the tail end of the skirt flutters, what a way to start my morning :)) **disclosure, nothing's seen, just a healthy tease. ============== I've been fighting a lot these days, with myself of course. How do you actually decides what's right or wrong?? In my days, universal truths are facts, so America voted for Trump is that the true feelings of Americans? Sociology kicks in, it ain't a rational outcome so do not look at the campaign from the rational perspective. Then again most if not all laws, logics and theories are derived from the rational behavior outcome...